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yellowcat
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- Apr 9, 2023
- 5
I can't find help, peace, safety anywhere I feel like no matter what I do it's always hurting others and I don't want to feel the guilt anymore.
I'm desperate to die and to be at peace with no guilt, worry and pressure. I want to leave my loved ones in peace knowing I am not longer suffering but I'm a coward and always feel lonely in the end.
I am desperate to hit the floor feel all the pain I deserve to feel or suffocate. Overdoses haven't worked for me.
No one can help me and I can't help myself I just hate feeling so alone in a scary place.. no one understands. If I just had the courage to jump. I hope someone here can hopefully relate. Is it worse to stay or to go?
I'm desperate to die and to be at peace with no guilt, worry and pressure. I want to leave my loved ones in peace knowing I am not longer suffering but I'm a coward and always feel lonely in the end.
I am desperate to hit the floor feel all the pain I deserve to feel or suffocate. Overdoses haven't worked for me.
No one can help me and I can't help myself I just hate feeling so alone in a scary place.. no one understands. If I just had the courage to jump. I hope someone here can hopefully relate. Is it worse to stay or to go?