Desparate again. N2 plans ruined by parents. Recommendations for suicide plans under maximum security suicide watch parents?

[asian.neet]

so far I've tried partial hanging and N2 as said before. I failed in both because my parents found my stuff and I can't fuckin block my carotid arteries.

Yesterday my parents found my exit bag supplies and my nitrogen regulator so I'm fucked.

I'm running out of options so I'm asking this forum. I already looked at all suicide methods but I don't know which one to choose that can slip under the radar of my parents. There is no hope in recovery for me so any advice appteciated.

 

[reallysleepy]

I'm also under surveillance from my mother because I failed to ctb on September and I personally think that I have to get a little better (or look better) and appear like I want to be OK so I can have more independency to try again. This of course will take months.

I know this is not the answer you are looking for but it's the only one I can think of.

I'm sorry that you are in that situation and I hope that you can find a better answer than mine.

 

[ClownWorld2023]

so far I've tried partial hanging and N2 as said before. I failed in both because my parents found my stuff and I can't fuckin block my carotid arteries.

Yesterday my parents found my exit bag supplies and my nitrogen regulator so I'm fucked.

I'm running out of options so I'm asking this forum. I already looked at all suicide methods but I don't know which one to choose that can slip under the radar of my parents. There is no hope in recovery for me so any advice appteciated.

There are some other methods that don't require sourcing anything, but they are violent.

I honestly would not recommend them to anyone, because I think everyone deserves a peaceful way to go, but you can find the megathread for them if you search the forum.

 

[asian.neet]

i think i am out of luck then.
maybe i can pull N2 again next month.

SN definitely no I don't want a welfare check i already had one this year it was traumatizing enough.
Partial hanging parents would see the ligature marks plus carotids are impossible to squeeze since my neck is fat.

honestly i regret not doing carbon monoxide poisoning last year it would've saved so much pain.

maybe if i can pull off cutting my carotid maybe night night method would work i could go to sleep do night night and die possibly

damn my parents want me to suffer not go in peace, shows how narcissistic pro-lifers are. they only care about quantity not quality of life.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry life is so rough to you and your parents treat you so inhumane but I can understand them too. Why can't you do CO again? Maybe not at home but in a tent?

Well it's difficult when you are watched by your parents almost all the time. It's not the most peaceful method but very effective if you could acquire a few grams of cyanide, you should be able to hide that very well, and rescue would almost be impossible after ingestion. But as I said it's probably painful and it's difficult / impossible to acquire it.

 

[leloyon]

I agree with the above, or perhaps something out of the house, like via train or jumping perhaps.