Discussion Depressive/suicidal songs lyrics thread.

[W3akCr3atur3]

Post a song (or a name of the song) and the lyrics of it.

I'll start.



Still sleeping
I feel the rising of my pulse
Tonight I'll find a way to end it all
Still breathing
Collecting thoughts inside my head
I don't know what the fuck is going on

I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside
I thought I'd live another day
Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie

As nights go by so divine
I realize that I'll be plagued by my own demons (I am caught by my own demons)
Forever living a lie
I'm not free
Endless suffering
I feel the pain because I cannot close my eyes

Tonight I'll watch myself die again
I know that I am just spiraling away from reality
Drowning in the sorrow of the shadows of the night

There is no cure for me
I'll watch myself waste away
A broken entity
I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn
Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse

I have changed for the worse
I'll never be the same man again
I have lost the fight
Another day, another night, another week, another fucking life

There is no cure for me
I'll watch myself waste away
A broken entity
I'm just a memory that's why there is no cure for me and I'm trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn
Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I've changed for the worse

Still sleeping
I feel the rising of my pulse
Tonight I'll find a way to end it all
Still breathing
Collecting thoughts inside my head
I don't know what the fuck is going on

I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside
I thought I'd live another day
Forever I'll be caught inside this painful lie

 

[Silenos]

Far away there's a land of snow and sorrow
Time has made the frozen tears fall like rain from the starlit sky
And I feel so cold, I can't make it tomorrow
Oh, but the night will see where this path will lead my life
Endless field of snow at the edge of the world and the wailing
Winds so cold scar my face, I'm going insane
I am lost from the light - And the memories follow me in the night
I'm left in the arms of winter and I am carried far away - Far away

Night is falling over my home
The land of snow and sorrow, oh carry me away from the cold
And I fall asleep, I will dream the last dream
All I was, is gone now and sorrow is all I feel

And the white snow is falling from the starlit sky
And the stars are shining like your eyes
You are so beautiful
And I will follow them in this cold winter night
So I'd find my way to you this time

Drifting away from the warmth of the darkness
Caressed by the light of a million stars
The darkness will always be a part of my heart
Until I'm carried away by the winter's arms

Night is falling over my home
The land of snow and sorrow, oh carry me away from the cold
And I fall asleep and I will not be afraid
All I was, is gone now and sorrow is all I feel

 

[Nature_is_God]

*Sorry if you don't like Hip-Hop*

[Screaming]

Loving you is complicated (10x)

I place blame on you still, place shame on you still
Feel like you ain't shit, feel like you don't feel
Confidence in yourself, breakin' on marble floors
Watchin' anonymous strangers, tellin' me that I'm yours
But you ain't shit, I'm convinced your tolerance nothin' special
What can I blame you for? Ni***, I can name several
Situations, I'll start with your little sister bakin'
A baby inside, just a teenager, where your patience?
Where was your antennas?
Where was the influence you speak of?
You preached in front of 100,000 but never reached her
I fuckin' tell you, you fuckin' failure—you ain't no leader!
I never liked you, forever despise you—I don't need you!
The world don't need you, don't let them deceive you
Numbers lie too, fuck your pride too, that's for dedication
Thought money would change you
Made you more complacent
I fuckin' hate you, I hope you embrace it
I swear—

Loving you is complicated (10x)

Lovin' you, lovin' you, not lovin' you, 100° proof
(I can feel your vibe and recognize that you're ashamed of me.
(Yes, I hate you, too)

(Loving you ain't really complicated)
Housekeeping, housekeeping
(What I got to do to get to you?)
¡Abre la puerta! ¡Abre la puerta tengo que limpiar el cuarto!
(To you)
¡Es que no hay mucho tiempo tengo que limpiar el cuarto!
(Loving you ain't really complicated)
¡Disculpe!
(What I got to do to get to you?)
(To you)

Are you the reason why mom and them leavin'
No, you ain't shit, you say you love 'em, I know you don't mean it
I know you irresponsible, selfish, in denial, can't help it
Your trials and tribulations a burden, everyone felt it
Everyone heard it, multiple shots, corners cryin' out
You was deserted, where was your antennas again?
Where was your presence? Where was your support that you pretend?
You ain't no brother, you ain't no disciple, you ain't no friend
A friend never leave Compton for profit, or leave his best friend, little brother
You promised you'd watch him before they shot him
Where was your antennas? On the road, bottles and bitches
You FaceTimed him one time, that's unforgiven
You even FaceTimed instead of a hospital visit
Guess you thought he'd recover well
Third surgery, they couldn't stop the bleeding for real
Then he died, God himself will say, "You fuckin' failed," you ain't try

[Sniffling]

I know your secrets, ni***, mood swings is frequent, ni***
I know depression is restin' on your heart for two reasons, ni***
I know you and a couple block boys ain't been speakin', ni***
Y'all damn near beefin', I see it and you're the reason, ni***
And if this bottle could talk *gulping*
I cry myself to sleep, bitch, everything is your fault
Faults breakin' to pieces, earthquakes on every weekend
Because you shook as soon as you knew confinement was needed
I know your secrets, don't let me tell 'em to the world
About that shit you thinkin' and that time you *gulping*, I'm 'bout to hurl
I'm fucked up, but I ain't as fucked up as you
You just can't get right, I think your heart made of bullet proof
Should've killed yo' ass long time ago
You should've felt that black revolver blast a long time ago
And if these mirrors could talk it'd say, "You gotta go"
And if I told your secrets the world'll know money can't stop a suicidal weakness

 

[W3akCr3atur3]

*Sorry if you don't like Hip-Hop*

It's a thread for everybody and everybody has different tastes, so I don't mind ofc

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Nutshell by Alice in Chains (this song is in my ctb playlist)

We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh

 

[Sinai Silence]

Delusional
I believe I can cure it all for you, dear
Coax or trick or drive or
drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thought
I can magically heal you

You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to rescue

Sleeping Beauty

Drunk on ego
Truly thought I could make it right
If I kissed you one more time to
Help you face the nightmare
But you're far too poisoned for me
Such a fool to think that I can wake you from your slumber
That I could actually heal you..

Sleeping Beauty
Poisoned and hopeless
You're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
Failing miserably to find a way to comfort you

Far beyond a visible sign of your awakening
And hiding from some poisoned memory

Poisoned and hopeless
Sleeping Beauty

 

[Skathon]

Any of my most favourite lyrics are suicidal. Nevertheless...

AngelMaker - "Into Oblivion"
"I have this dream where I'm in a field
Flowers and sunlight, a place so surreal
And I can see you standing just out of reach
And as I meet your embrace, you always sink beneath
(...)
My vision is all but dark as the melody warms my heart,
And as my final breathe now leaves my chest,
All I feel is weightlessness
And as the icy grip of death warms my soul,
Colours and memories begin to flow
To dream forever is a dream in itself
It's fucking beautiful, come see for yourself

All I know is you're by my side, and now I can breathe,
For in a field of flowers I found blissful peace"

 

[Grav]

Judas Priest - Beyond the Realms of Death

Yeah i've left the world behind
I am safe here in my mind
Im free to speak with my own kind
This is my life this is my life
I'll decide not you

Keep the world with all its sin it's not fit for living in
Yeah I will start again it can take forever and ever and ever
But I shall win

How many like him are there still
Who to us all seem to have lost the will
They lie in thousands blank and lost
Is knowledge worth this bitter cost

He'd had enough he couldn't take anymore
He found a place in his mind and slammed the door
No matter how they tried they couldn't understand
They washed and dressed him fed him by hand

He'd had enough he couldn't take anymore
He found a place in his mind and slammed the door
No matter how they tried they couldn't understand
They washed and dressed him fed him by hand

Yeah i've left the world behind
I am safe here in my mind
Im free to speak with my own kind
This is my life this is my life
I'll decide not you

Withdrawn he'd sit there staring into space
No sign of life would flicker on his face
Until one day he smiled it seemed as though with pride
The wind kissed him goodbye and then he died

Yeah i've left the world behind
I am safe here in my mind
Im free to speak with my own kind
This is my life this is my life
I'll decide not you

Withdrawn he'd sit there staring into space
No sign of life would flicker on his face
Until one day he smiled it seemed as though with pride
The wind kissed him goodbye and then he died

Keep the world with all its sin it's not fit for living in
Yeah I will start again it can take forever and ever and ever
But I shall win

How many like him are there still
Who to us all seem to have lost the will
They lie in thousands blank and lost
Is knowledge worth this bitter cost

Yeah, I've left the world behind
I am safe here in my mind
I'm free to speak with my own kind
This is my life, this is my life, I'll decide not you

Keep the world with all its sin
It's not fit for living in

Beyond the realms of death

 

[Shinkansen]

Gyze - Black Bride

I'm tired of living
Liberation of my heart
I want only you
But there is nothing of you here
I wish to give you everything tonight
But you are not here
How do you feel?
Treachery is beautiful

I was tired of living
Liberation of my heart
You are not necessary
My heart cannot forget you
I wish to give you everything tonight
But you are not here
How do you feel?
Treachery is beautiful

Just tell me if you don't love me
I'm not your marionette
Why don't you try the truth?
I want to break all
I cant trust you

Tears exhausted me, I'm withered
Trust is the way to treachery
Fall victim to someone's treachery
Tears exhausted me, I'm withered
Trust is the way to treachery
Your name is black bride

I'm made of jealousy
You are made of worry
That's life, after all
That's the way the mop flops

Tears exhausted me, I'm withered
Trust is the way to treachery
Fall victim to someone's treachery
Tears exhausted me, I'm withered
Trust is the way to treachery
Your name is black bride

 

[Belit667]