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CallmeWill4719

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Nov 11, 2024
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Any of y'all ever listen to those sound effects on YouTube? It's not schizophrenia but it's still a fairly good representation of what that s*** sounds like someone like us or me anyway. That's assuming you don't get triggered by certain phrase someone would say like you're such disappointment. That already is a huge trigger but that's something that echoes inside of you all the time well you end up like me cold and depressed. Literally standing out here in the rain right now in the dark just to not feel so damn numb I guess.
 
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kenma0

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𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥
Dec 22, 2024
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yes, its moreso racing thoughts for me, never ending, no peace at all. not sure if thats what you mean but thats how it is for me.
 
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