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antiqueantipodean

Student
Oct 14, 2025
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Having ADHD and depression is so hard, I also have autism and I feel like I'm 3 different people at all times. I just want to be bedridden sometimes with my depression but I'm so bored I have to do something but even when I do something after such a short time I'm so restless that it makes me more depressed my brain just wants to explode. I don't even mind the depression it calms the ADHD down a bit when I'm very down cause thinking too much is painful but I can't even just sit there and be depressed and it honestly makes me so anxious all the time my mind races and feeling so lost at all times.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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Exactly the same for me. I overthink all the time. I'm neurodivergent and very probably autistic and it's like hell. The slightest stimulation excites my brain like nothing else. It makes me so anxious, nervous, depressed. I also have nausea because of anxiety due to overthinking. I would like a miracle but I'm hopeless and now I have doubts to see 2026.
I hope you'll find the peace you deserve. We all deserve peace.
 
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