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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
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I don't know if anyone else has it, but I've become addicted to carotid artery constriction. It all started with testing the partial suspension and the sensations that should be there. I also tested unconsciousness by hyperventilating and constricting the carotid arteries. When I start to lose body sensitivity and convulsions, it may be close to losing consciousness, I feel incredibly calm, it may be euphoria, but I do not know. I would like my heart to stop due to pressure on the carotid sinus, but this is too unlikely. Nothing good will come out of constant compression of the carotid arteries, but I really can't live a day without doing it. I would call it a state of temporary disconnection from the world, which is very pleasant. I wish I could stay in this blackout forever...

Therefore, guys, do NOT experiment a lot with the carotid arteries, this can lead to dangerous addiction that will lead to diseases.
 
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bravelytothewinter

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Aug 3, 2025
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I think I have an issue with this room I think it sorts rush and thrill you get from any self harm with the added danger of *knowing* it can kill you. I think what you're feeling though is a vegus nerve reaction though because if you press on that nerve it can mess with your heart rate and usually slow it.
 
TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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May 20, 2025
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I don't know if anyone else has it, but I've become addicted to carotid artery constriction. It all started with testing the partial suspension and the sensations that should be there. I also tested unconsciousness by hyperventilating and constricting the carotid arteries. When I start to lose body sensitivity and convulsions, it may be close to losing consciousness, I feel incredibly calm, it may be euphoria, but I do not know. I would like my heart to stop due to pressure on the carotid sinus, but this is too unlikely. Nothing good will come out of constant compression of the carotid arteries, but I really can't live a day without doing it. I would call it a state of temporary disconnection from the world, which is very pleasant. I wish I could stay in this blackout forever...

Therefore, guys, do NOT experiment a lot with the carotid arteries, this can lead to dangerous addiction that will lead to diseases.
Do you experience seizures while conscious? And do you feel calm while you're having them?
 
Freedomm

Freedomm

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Aug 2, 2025
183
Do you experience seizures while conscious? And do you feel calm while you're having them?
I would say that you are already experiencing seizures in a semi-conscious state. They are not felt, sometimes I saw my legs and arms twitching. Once I even lost my breath and exhaled involuntarily, but it didn't cause any discomfort either.
 
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zerocontrol

zerocontrol

You fell, then you died. Maybe someone cried.
Jan 25, 2024
49
I'm definitely in the same boat. I'm fine with accidentally dying this way, but I do hope this won't lead to any kind of irreversible damage that would make my life even more painful.
 
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