secretghost
days to bus ride: 10
- Jun 23, 2025
- 50
Mostly just what the title says. If anyone has similar experiences or insight, please message me or comment. I have always known I have a degree of dissociation co-current with x100 mental health diagnosed and some last traumas but basically in the last year I realized it is more like a complex, parts kind of thing. I feel so crazy even typing it, I've been squashing it, it's a non-issue after I catch the bus but I don't know how to help myself fully understand/accept reality? It sounds weird to type, again, sorry. Parts of me are all at different stages of the process of grief over myself, and i am trying to be kind to myself in every way I can and be as sure as possible before catching the bus so it's important to me that I try not to just totally pretend everything is fine for nine more days and then never think about it again. thanks for any insight :(
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