Seashells

Seashells

New Member
Mar 6, 2019
3
Good morning everyone. I commenced the process of voluntary dehydration just under three hours ago. I don't know what will happen over the course of the next few days. I hope I will have the courage to continue with it. According to the research that I have read so far, it seems that it might lead me to some peaceful place.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

Can'tStandAnymore

Custom title
Mar 16, 2019
234
Lol, good luck. I don't want to ruin your courage but I don't think it's the best way. You may drink water again not for the survival instinct but because of the thirsty feel.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,798
I hope you have the courage to go through and follow through, also, I don't know, but I heard that dehydration is unpleasant and even potentially painful? If there is something to keep yourself dehydrated while tricking your body and brain into thinking that you are hydrated, or even be asleep while dehydration runs it's course, then it would help the process (I think).
 
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Jayxtri

Jayxtri

Student
Mar 6, 2019
123
If you will be able to resist the thirst for some initial hours it may work. You will need a very strong determination to do that. Wish you luck
 
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Severnayasemiramida

Member
Mar 20, 2019
30
It really sucks. Nearly a month ago mixed a bottle of gin, liter of energy drink and a light painkillers which I usually use in my period.
Got drunk, had fun, everything was okay. The next day I woke up with terrible hangover, drank some water and began to vomit with water and bile.
For the day long I couldn't drink even a small sip of water because of the vomit. Tried to take pills - they were useless because of the same reason.
In the evening I felt better, drank a small cup of water without the consequences and decided to cheer up with my own method - a bottle of champagne with energy drink. I know, I'm an idiot but I did it even though I had a terrible diarrhea.
In two hours things got worse. I felt terrible, vomited with vater and bile every fucking 2 minutes. I literally had nothing to vomit with, couldn't drink even a sip of vater.
It ended up with my terrible shame - I was fucking lying on the floor in my own shit and vomit and couldn't even move. Despite of this, a was pretty sure I'd get better and clean everything up. It was terribly cold, I was feeling numb and chaotically shaking but couldn't move even a hand at the direction I need.
Suddenly a terrible pain all over my body began, I can't even say what exactly hurt but it was unbearable and was getting worse and worse. I doubt, was it my luck or not, but my phone was near and I called the ER. My plan was to ask them for painkillers and to refuse of the hospitalization. Assholes didn't even listen to me, took me to the hospital and for all the way long were asking provocative questions about mess and empty bottles in my room, drugs, scars. Bet they had a good time humiliating me.
They put me in resuscitation however I thought it was something like detoxing. The main difference is that I can refuse of medical help and go home from toxicology but hospital bitches can legally force me to stay in resuscitation.
Medical workers were so rude and toxic, were insulting and humiliating me, asking the same provocative questions about booze, drugs and scars. I tried to argue, wanted to write a refuse and go home (I didn't understand it was resuscitation). And a catheter in your urethra is the worst and the most humiliating thing I've ever experienced. Later a nurse explained me where I was and said that they would let me out only when the dropping glass would be over. I was lying in this shithole for 8 fucking hours.
I felt better but was forced to stay here for the next day. I don't know what the fuck it was but doctors did all their best not to let me go. When I was asking for a document to refuse of medical help, they were sending me to different workers who wasn't even responsible for this shit, my doctor tried to scare me talking about dehydratation, shock and being nearly dead, someone started a gossip that I'm a drug addict and every bitch asked me about it.
The next day I started a fray and finally left this horrible place, even though I still having strange pains in my body, used to pass out in public two or three times and was sleeping for the most of the day whole next week.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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I think that this can only work when you're very old and frail and already perhaps suffering from something else. I know that the elderly sometimes bring their death forwards intentionally by refusing sustenance, but otherwise I think it would be very tricky.
 
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jules18

Member
Mar 1, 2019
94
I've read about people doing 7 days dry fasts to loose weight. Supposably it's about twice as effective as water fasting, so you lose about 2 pounds a day. I believe there is a dry fast subreddit, maybe try asking there how long would be lethal.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I seem to recall reading that it´s a very painful way to go because your organs will shut down one by one but don´t quote me on it.
 
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Roadkill

Experienced
Dec 25, 2018
247
If you are in the middle of a hot desert with temps around 110, it might work fast... otherwise, it's not the best course of action
 
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Seashells

Seashells

New Member
Mar 6, 2019
3
Hello again everyone and thank you for your kind thoughts and encouragement. So far I've had nothing to eat or drink and I feel free of physical pain. I am prone to leg cramps and expect these will happen in due course.
I am ignoring any feelings of thirst or hunger and hope that I can continue to do so.
The lucidity of my writing will doubtless decrease over the next few days, but this is to be expected.
All the best for now and thank you.
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
I seem to recall reading that it´s a very painful way to go because your organs will shut down one by one but don´t quote me on it.
it's supposedly euphoric near the end and you have a peaceful death
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Redrock

Redrock

Student
Mar 5, 2019
123
It is slow and suffering death (your kidney will be ruined)
 
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suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
Sounds like a weird method, but I am not an expert. Just wanted to say that I am sending good thoughts. May we all find peace.
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
I respect your choice, but this method is likely to fail, because your putting too much pressure on your body, in other words SI will kick in.
 
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Begemont

Begemont

Member
Mar 18, 2019
52
I pretty much tried that. The first 2 days are relatively easy. It was the second night that destroyed this as an idea of an effective way out. At that point when I couldn't sleep anymore due to the thirst and everything made me take that glass of water.
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
I unintentionally did this to myself cause of my dissociation issues and it sucked. I had to go to the ER and get IV fluids while I was suddenly in pain while hallucinating.
 
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Seashells

Seashells

New Member
Mar 6, 2019
3
Good morning everyone. It has now been just a shade over fifty one hours since I last had a drink of water or anything to eat.
Everything is going to plan. I have not had much pain except the odd twinge in my head very briefly and some discomfort in the right kidney area.
I'm into the third day now. My eldest son called earlier and was very confused and upset by it all. The mental nurse was here when he phoned & she spoke to him.
That was harder for me than any of my own suffering. To see my boy in emotional distress was hell on earth.
I told him that I loved him dearly and would never intentionally cause him pain or upset. I explained that I didn't mind so much the mental illness hurting me, but that I hated the way its effects were torturing him.
I feel like the worst monster that has ever lived for making him feel so upset.
What do I do? Where do I go from here?
The mental health nurse is coming to my house at 10am & the psychiatrist will see me. The nurse is going to take me to the hospital in her car.
I have the terrible feeling that I'll be sectioned & given fluids via drip against my will. I'll be incredibly angry if they do that.
My immediate family has been cursed by suicide for generations. What have we done I wonder? Perhaps the family line was cursed at some time, who knows?
Once again, thank you for all your kind words and comments.
Whether you are religious or not, could you please spare a kind thought, prayer or sentiment for my two sons? It would mean the world to me.
My own father died three days after my fourth birthday, so I know the pain involved for them. This is not right & it's not how they tell us our lives are meant to be.
You are all very kind, nice and valuable people on this site. Don't allow anyone to tell you that you're not. You are beautiful both inside & outside.
 
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Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
Hey, having ended up going down that route in a roundabout way after an od knocked me out for 4/5 days then had zero interest in eating or drinking when i woke up, i will be thinking of you.

If you are in the Uk then don't tell them thats what you are doing, then at worst you will get the disinterested staff at your local funny farm. Mine used to leave jugs of squash by my bed then convince themselves i must have drunk some then topped it back up to pretend i hadn't, muppets.

Apart from the odd headache & kidney pain i didn't find it horrendous or difficult.
 
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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
No offence OP, but what's with these terrible methods people keep coming up with.

Please do some research first on your methods people
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
I would not recommend this method, as you have to go through quite a long time of pain before you actually die.
 
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Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
No offence OP, but what's with these terrible methods people keep coming up with.

Please do some research first on your methods people

You do realise that for some people the being dead part is the only interest, some of us have enough pain in real life that a bit more is neither here nor there. You may need your 'peaceful' end, but some people just want the end, how they get there does not matter, just cause you wouldn't do it doesn't mean someone is deficient in searching for methods.
 
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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
You do realise that for some people the being dead part is the only interest, some of us have enough pain in real life that a bit more is neither here nor there. You may need your 'peaceful' end, but some people just want the end, how they get there does not matter, just cause you wouldn't do it doesn't mean someone is deficient in searching for methods.

That makes no sense whatsoever. I agree with what you said there, but the problem is that it isn't really relatable to my comment in the first place.

If death is the only thing you care about then shouldn't you go for a method that you know kills you....

Hey y'all can go ahead and get cancer, put your heads in microwaves and jump in front of cars. You do you.
 
Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
That makes no sense whatsoever. I agree with what you said there, but the problem is that it isn't really relatable to my comment in the first place.

If death is the only thing you care about then shouldn't you go for a method that you know kills you....

Hey y'all can go ahead and get cancer, put your heads in microwaves and jump in front of cars. You do you.

Sorry i may not have had enough coffee yet, but I'm just confused now lol
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
please don't do this. I've seen this in the elderly and they were found in terrible pain, brain damage & one woman developed blood clots which caused a stroke non fatal one.
please try something else.
 
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Void115

Member
Feb 20, 2019
69
Good morning everyone. I commenced the process of voluntary dehydration just under three hours ago. I don't know what will happen over the course of the next few days. I hope I will have the courage to continue with it. According to the research that I have read so far, it seems that it might lead me to some peaceful place.
Keep warning because if they rescue u u will have brain damage. Also, eating salt or soya sauce will speed up the process. Good luck!
 
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AfternoonApple

Member
Apr 3, 2019
7
Keep warning because if they rescue u u will have brain damage. Also, eating salt or soya sauce will speed up the process. Good luck!
I never thought about soy sauce
 
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