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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Injury damage loseall deep sad no end sad, no posbl chng past no posbl time travle, no posbl chng past, ya loseall wat do, deep sad no posbl imprv, this sad kl ,this awfl unvrs v awfl ,ya me out timespace no posbl mch slf body this cnflct, this past no posbl mch, this keep hurt keep sad deep sad, no posbl this no posbl this sad, this brain go no posbl prtnd no hpn this deep sad, no posbl chng any
yae rly deep sad wat do, this human cncpt all wrng ppl prtnd past sad no cont this wrng even norm ppl sad make prmnt prblm ,
rly awfl imgn lose loseall come unvrs add make lose more, me no posbl now deep sad ,me see girl longago want hugy now no posbl girl this exmp ya deep sad all thing ,
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I can't imagine how difficult it must be to live your life. I'm so sorry. It's so utterly monstrous that there isn't enough support out there for people like you.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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My heart goes out to you, as having to endure all the daily issues with no supporting help is 100% unhuman. There should be programs to help, as it makes me so darn angry to read about a billionaire's new yacht and then folks like you do not get the services needed completely wrong.

Lots of HUGE hugs, love and the knowledge that you are a wonderfully warm and caring soul.

Walter
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Your story is really extremely cruel and your pain level must be extreme. When I talked in my self-help group why I sympathize with antinatalism I thought about cases like yours. Committing suicide is one thing but torture with no near end in sight is beyond nightmarish. I feel extremely sorry for you. This species and world truely is scum. And the people who are responsible for your brain injury should rot in hell. I am still a frequent reader of your threads but I think my words cannot comfort you much.

Sending hugs and love :)
 
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