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mellie5

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Mar 26, 2023
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@noname223 "this person needs medical help" yes, like most people here. Just that instead of help for depression it looks like help for another mental problem.

But back to the OP. Thanks for answering. If you receive messages all the time and a distant relative dies it seems illogical that the entity made the relative die. Most people here had a distant relative die.

If the entity is so powerful then it doesn't need to control you. People get ill all the time and then they are saved by medicine, with or without entities.

You have been mentioning manifestations of the entity that could be misinterpreted by faulty judgement.

You said the entity talks inside your head but you said that hallucinations exist. Hearing voices that others can't hear is a horrible hallucination and if the voices tell you what to do they are called "imperative auditory hallucinations" and they seem real.

When they talk inside your head do they talk to you or about you? Is it one voice or many? Male or female?

You are afraid the voices will make you harm people. That's actually good because you know that harming people is bad. I am fairly new here so perhaps you said it before, in what country are you in, if it's not a secret? It would help me understand your context better.

The ICD-10 (the classification of diseases) lists under F44.3 "possession" (search for it yourself so you can read it) and it says right at the end that one should exclude an "acute transient psychosis" in cases of F44.3

If the ICD-10 has this F44.3 it means that it knows about schizophrenia (F20), various other psychotic disorders but also possession (F44.3). This means that the psychiatrist has also studied about being controlled by an entity.

What you are experiencing happened to many other people. The entity is not so powerful as you think and can be dealt with. I know you fear its power but it can be made powerless.

Psychiatrists have dealt with entities before, otherwise there would be no F44.3. No good psychiatrist will not believe you but they will help to reduce the power of the entity.

Give it a try. You can tell the psychiatrist about the entity and even remind him about F44.3. What will be VERY important is that you follow the rules and instructions of the psychiatrist. The entity might tell you not to, but that is because it is afraid that you will vanquish it.
 
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timetodie24

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Apr 14, 2023
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@mellie5
It's not possession. Possession isn't even real, religious people just use it as an excuse for many things they don't understand.
I absolutely cannot and don't need to see a psychiatrist . I've already made clear why they can't help and why it would put lives in danger. But most importantly, I don't want to live and don't want help to try to live

Even if I wanted to, I can't afford private psych and community mental health team (the main way to see a psych on the nhs here) have made it clear they won't accept any referrals from my GP anymore as they've done all they can.
But that doesn't matter as I don't want to or need to.

we can end conversation here for both our sakes but thank you for all your info and thorough responses

Take care
 
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RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
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I mean it does sound like you need medical assistance. Again, nobody can force you and if you're rejecting all well-intention advice, there isn't much we can do but it does sound like most of the things you're describing are the product of your imagination and not real threats. But then again, I can't force you to seek help. And it seems to me no matter what I say, it's not gonna change your mind either. That's your right. But if you keep making threads about whatever you think is happening to you, I can assure people will keep telling you to talk to a professional about these thoughts. That's all I can say. Take care.
 
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timetodie24

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Apr 14, 2023
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I mean it does sound like you need medical assistance. Again, nobody can force you and if you're rejecting all well-intention advice, there isn't much we can do but it does sound like most of the things you're describing are the product of your imagination and not real threats. But then again, I can't force you to seek help. And it seems to me no matter what I say, it's not gonna change your mind either. That's your right. But if you keep making threads about whatever you think is happening to you, I can assure people will keep telling you to talk to a professional about these thoughts. That's all I can say. Take care.
I understand no one is going to believe me, people can be very close minded.
I don't mean for my threads to become a debate about getting support.
Just nowhere else safe to vent. And i thought maybe others here could relate but guess I'm alone here too.
It's just funny when others here actually need help more than me.
 
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ladylazarus4

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May 12, 2024
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Out of curiosity, what is the evidence?? You say you have so much of it.
 
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timetodie24

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Apr 14, 2023
393
Out of curiosity, what is the evidence?? You say you have so much of it.
Everytime I broke rules, close family/friends immediately became ill or received worrying news but were saved once I followed rules again. However, once i broke a rule again despite warnings, a relative died suddenly and unexpectedly. Multiple things I had been warned would happen, things I couldn't have known myself, have happened. Also I have photos of helicopters that have been surveilling me.
 
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Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
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You say you can't tell anyone in real life about the message - do you think you can secretly show someone the message that you've cut on yourself? That way you're not breaking the rules - you haven't 'told' anyone. They may be able to help you decipher it.
 
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timetodie24

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You say you can't tell anyone in real life about the message - do you think you can secretly show someone the message that you've cut on yourself? That way you're not breaking the rules - you haven't 'told' anyone. They may be able to help you decipher it
Still breaking rules and no one I trust but thank you for suggestion
 

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