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Itstimetogofolks

Itstimetogofolks

Society more like suffocating
Jun 9, 2019
9
If I'm in pain and survive 1-2-3 minutes after idgaf at this point , I'm about to put some warm clothes on and wait it out , wish me luck
Well never fucking mind as I'm walking there it comes what the FUCK
 
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MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
If I'm in pain and survive 1-2-3 minutes after idgaf at this point , I'm about to put some warm clothes on and wait it out , wish me luck
Well never fucking mind as I'm walking there it comes what the FUCK
brave! you sure its the only way?
 
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Itstimetogofolks

Society more like suffocating
Jun 9, 2019
9
brave! you sure its the only way?
Gun isn't possible , I'm too retarted for a rope knot , I'm not doing the sn or n cause I'm not ordering anything online , I really can't think of anything else , I've browsed and browsed and that's the only one that really hits the spot , the train came as I was walking to the tracks so I got pissed and walked back , debating if I wanna go back
 
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buttercup02

Member
Oct 15, 2019
25
Gun isn't possible , I'm too retarted for a rope knot , I'm not doing the sn or n cause I'm not ordering anything online , I really can't think of anything else , I've browsed and browsed and that's the only one that really hits the spot , the train came as I was walking to the tracks so I got pissed and walked back , debating if I wanna go back

I'm also too fucking stupid for the knot. I wish you luck and all the fucking peace that comes with death. Make sure no one is around to "save" you. Also not doing the SN or N because I'm too broke to buy anything. Also can't get a gun.
 
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blackflag1

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
214
The train may have an impact on the engineer aboard that train. I know it may be difficult when you are hurting, but you have to think of how it impacts other people who end up unwilling accomplisses in your CTB. I don't know if the train method is a good one as it could take minutes to die while being in a lot pain. A four story building also would not be a guaranteed death depending on how you land. You need something taller for there to be guarantee.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
I'm also too fucking stupid for the knot. I wish you luck and all the fucking peace that comes with death. Make sure no one is around to "save" you. Also not doing the SN or N because I'm too broke to buy anything. Also can't get a gun.
Sn doesnt cost that much, if u do train u can end up disabled, in a worse state than before. I dont know if this is legal, Ive helped some ppl here with sites to where to buy to help out as when I was the most desperate I could not find a good method and wished someone would have helped me. I could give u some money, but dont know if its legal and then u die, what happens?
..im also too stupid for knot :hug:
Gun isn't possible , I'm too retarted for a rope knot , I'm not doing the sn or n cause I'm not ordering anything online , I really can't think of anything else , I've browsed and browsed and that's the only one that really hits the spot , the train came as I was walking to the tracks so I got pissed and walked back , debating if I wanna go back
I think SN can be bought at walmart in the states
 
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Itstimetogofolks

Society more like suffocating
Jun 9, 2019
9
Sn doesnt cost that much, if u do train u can end up disabled, in a worse state than before. I dont know if this is legal, Ive helped some ppl here with sites to where to buy to help out as when I was the most desperate I could not find a good method and wished someone would have helped me. I could give u some money, but dont know if its legal and then u die, what happens?
..im also too stupid for knot :hug:

I think SN can be bought at walmart in the states
So I can walk into Walmart and get some if so that's the move
 
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I'm un a mess

Member
Oct 12, 2019
23
How are you going to do : stay in front the train or lay down cause me too i will choose that methode
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
I would definitely not recommend this method, but I do know that people just put their heads on the railing and get decapitated instead of getting turned into ground beef.
Dude you look young, how old are you?
 
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blackflag1

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
214
I don't know of getting SN out of Walmart. Never seen it in there. That does not mean it is hard to get. Still very easy to get in the US. You can easily get it here in the US without much trouble.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
So I can walk into Walmart and get some if so that's the move
yeah I googled walmart sodium nitrite it comes up. it says pickup not availble but free delivery home.
How are you going to do : stay in front the train or lay down cause me too i will choose that methode
this method is really bad, pls listen to everyone here, I have seen one of them it was on a swedish episode on teve called tunnelbanan, the girl had sqattered limbs legs were detached from her body she was crying and still alive while a man got down under the train to try to comfort her, she later died at hospital
 
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blackflag1

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
214
There we go, it is that commonly available in the US and a tried and true method.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
wish you luck with whatever you decide, if you need ppl to hear you here are lot of ppl here willing to listen
 
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blackflag1

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
214
yeah I googled walmart sodium nitrite it comes up. it says pickup not availble but free delivery home.

this method is really bad, pls listen to everyone here, I have seen one of them it was on a swedish episode on teve called tunnelbanan, the girl had sqattered limbs legs were detached from her body she was crying and still alive while a man got down under the train to try to comfort her, she later died at hospital
It really is better to stick with what is known to be painless. No need to expose oneself to unneeded suffering when the time comes to CTB. There is honestly too much that can go wrong with the train method. It is better to exit in a painless manner. Nobody deserves that kind of suffering.
 
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TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
Train is rough for the engineer and I've seen several vids of those who survive for several minutes, hours, or even days. It's just really not ..... good.
 
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buttercup02

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Oct 15, 2019
25
I had no idea SN was being sold in walmart! that's helpful!
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
I agree, the train method will end in a bloody mess. Think of the trauma of the train driver, the guys who will have to clean up, people who know you, and, you might even survive and end up totally disabled. Not a good choice.
 
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JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
It is nitrite you want not nitrate. SN is sodium nitrite, a concentrated food preserver, not a fertiliser.
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
You might want to read this if you're thinking about the train method pretty scary shit

 
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sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
624
Sn doesnt cost that much, if u do train u can end up disabled, in a worse state than before. I dont know if this is legal, Ive helped some ppl here with sites to where to buy to help out as when I was the most desperate I could not find a good method and wished someone would have helped me. I could give u some money, but dont know if its legal and then u die, what happens?
..im also too stupid for knot :hug:

I think SN can be bought at walmart in the states

You can not walk into Walmart and buy sodium nitrite. Stop it with this stupid bullshit.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Personally I'd never let my time to ctb involve someone unwilling and just doing their job. Please seek another way... The trauma that could be caused to the driver may be something they live with for life and blame themselves for.
 
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Eurus

Everything Must Cease.
Sep 30, 2019
200
I just wish you luck no matter what you do
 
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Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Please do not, this will cause so much upset for the driver x
 
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TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
yeah I googled walmart sodium nitrite it comes up. it says pickup not availble but free delivery home.

This where and how I got my SN. Definitely works.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I just could never fathom this method but I'll bet it's quick. Literally wind knocked out of u and u probably don't feel much and by the time u did feel it u have already been knocked unconscious and bleeding to death. It just looks so violent and traumatic. Good luck and hope u feel nothing. Peace :hug:
You might want to read this if you're thinking about the train method pretty scary shit

Screw the train method after reading how long it takes to die on average.
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
Yeah I gotta agree with others here, doesn't sound like a good idea, its unreliable the state you'll end up in, and also the trauma to the driver is not fair. You should reconsider. But I wish you all the best
 
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sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
624
Many people have survived suicide by train, including those that lost legs.
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
I knew someone who was not trying to ctb, it was an accident. He was driving in his truck and was hit by a train. He is paralyzed, he cannot speak normal because of head injury, and he has to be taken care of by his mother because of this.
 
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