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Politecat

Politecat

Member
Dec 9, 2018
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I have most of the things to CTB but I just don't know anymore, I really need help, I'm scared guys. I don't know if I really want to do this
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
You need to wait if you have any hesitation. It's one decision you really can't undo.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Hi, if you don't know if you want to then the time isn't quite right for you and I would suggest waiting a bit. You'll know when it feels the right time to go, trust me x
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
@gingerplum and @JustAboutDone are right, if you're hesitating you need to wait and put some more thought into it. Don't ctb unless you're 100% certain you want to
 
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Politecat

Politecat

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Dec 9, 2018
56
@15dec @JustAboutDone @gingerplum
Thanks guys, I made this post at night and I had a really terrible anxiety attack, and I made this on a whim. I'm feeling the same as before and am set on CTB.

Edit: My dumbass told my friends about how I have all I need, so I'm positive that he might call the police or someone on me eventually, so now I don't have much time.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,355
I agree with @gingerplum, @JustAboutDone, and @15dec. You must be really sure about your decision to ctb without hesitation. If you are unsure or still have doubts, then I would not recommend attempting because backing out part way through or hesitating mid-attempt will result in failure, putting you in an even worse situation than before.
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
@15dec @JustAboutDone @gingerplum
Thanks guys, I made this post at night and I had a really terrible anxiety attack, and I made this on a whim. I'm feeling the same as before and am set on CTB.

Edit: My dumbass told my friends about how I have all I need, so I'm positive that he might call the police or someone on me eventually, so now I don't have much time.

Please, please don't do anything out of panic because you feel like you have a time constraint now.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
@15dec @JustAboutDone @gingerplum
Thanks guys, I made this post at night and I had a really terrible anxiety attack, and I made this on a whim. I'm feeling the same as before and am set on CTB.

Edit: My dumbass told my friends about how I have all I need, so I'm positive that he might call the police or someone on me eventually, so now I don't have much time.
Don't do anything impulsively, even if you feel like you have to -it could lead to a failed attempt and that would undoubtedly be horrible. I hope you're doing alright for the time being though, sending hugs
 
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