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EndOfRoad400
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- Jan 11, 2023
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I'm a 24 male. I have battled, and battled, and battled. When I was a teenager, I did some really fucked up things. This has fucked my head and destroyed myself mentally. I Cannot continue and refuse to if what I suspect MAY be true, is true. I refuse. I cry and cry. No way out. Professionals can't help. I'm just gonna miss my girlfriend. That's the only thing that's held me back this long, is the way she will feel about it. But, I'm scum and don't belong. I'm one of the few people who actually deserve to die (being a realist here).
When my guns in my hand, I seem to always not do it (mainly because my girlfriend). I just want it to end. Everything. I'm not to sure why I came here, idk. I just wanna do it without hurting anyone but I know that's impossible.
When my guns in my hand, I seem to always not do it (mainly because my girlfriend). I just want it to end. Everything. I'm not to sure why I came here, idk. I just wanna do it without hurting anyone but I know that's impossible.