FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I only wish to permanently cease existing, death truly is the only peace and relief. Existence causes nothing but pain, there's no point to suffering in this hellish and meaningless existence. I've only ever found comfort in eternal nothingness, I wish for death which is like never waking again but I really wish I could erase my existence so it's like I've never existed at all, I'd see it as better that this existence is forgotten about.
To me having the ability to exist truly is the most hopeless, undesirable burden, I'd never wish to exist under any circumstances, rather I just wish for the absence of everything, I'd always prefer to be eternally unaware of the abomination that is existence, I have no interest in suffering and in existence there is literally no limit as to how much one can suffer.
It's truly horrific the amount of harm existing causes, death truly is the only relief, I envy those who no longer exist, they are the only fortunate ones, it's a devastating tragedy how suicide isn't as straightforward as just choosing to never wake as all I wish for is to sleep eternally, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me, I only see non-existence as ideal as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and harm.
To me having the ability to exist truly is the most hopeless, undesirable burden, I'd never wish to exist under any circumstances, rather I just wish for the absence of everything, I'd always prefer to be eternally unaware of the abomination that is existence, I have no interest in suffering and in existence there is literally no limit as to how much one can suffer.
It's truly horrific the amount of harm existing causes, death truly is the only relief, I envy those who no longer exist, they are the only fortunate ones, it's a devastating tragedy how suicide isn't as straightforward as just choosing to never wake as all I wish for is to sleep eternally, ceasing to exist would solve everything for me, I only see non-existence as ideal as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and harm.
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