Feedingbirds
grown up class clown
- Oct 25, 2023
- 10
More than death, I wish I could completely erase my existence. I wish I could make everyone forget it hate me before I go.
I can't handle the idea of making anyone mourn me, I feel guilty for wanting to ctb while still having so many connections to people.
I once kinda subtly asked a friend what it would take for me to do for them to not feel bad if I disappeared and there want really anything. I feel selfish- there's lots of supportive people in my life and I can't even get a grip.
I quite literally daydream about making everyone forget me doctor strange style haha
I can't handle the idea of making anyone mourn me, I feel guilty for wanting to ctb while still having so many connections to people.
I once kinda subtly asked a friend what it would take for me to do for them to not feel bad if I disappeared and there want really anything. I feel selfish- there's lots of supportive people in my life and I can't even get a grip.
I quite literally daydream about making everyone forget me doctor strange style haha
