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Perpetually99

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The probability of you being born is 1 in 300 trillion. Those are the exact odds that that one sperm fertilized that exact one egg. Most ppl were never born, or are dead. In overwhelming numbers. You can have dozens of brothers and sisters. But they don't exist. You can have dozens of kids, yet they don't exist. If your dad decided to take a shit five minutes before he had sex with your mom, you wouldn't exist. There are so many variations that would make it that you were never born. And then what? Would you be here stressing about life? Or that fact that your life will be gone, and what will happen once you're gone? No...you wouldn't ponder one fucking thought...ever.

I have periods of being extremely grateful that I beat the overwhelming odds given odds for life, and cherishing every moment, while also having periods where I realize this:

ONCE I DIE IT WILL BE EXACTLY AS IF I WAS NEVER BORN. FOR ETERNITY. MY EXISTENCE DOESN'T MATTER. IT'S NOT THAT IMPORTANT.

Tragedies happen. Life goes on. If I am in so much unconscionable pain where I am longing for NO EXISTENCE AT ALL, then so be it. I can just think of all the variations that could've occurred that would have made me not exist in the first place. I am not that important. I don't HAVE TO exist. Why am I any better than the trillions of other variations that could've been given life instead of me? I'm not.
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
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Very nicely put. Sometimes when I am stressing I gather myself, think of the vast expanse of an ever expanding universe that we are a speck in and everything kinda falls into perspective. An estimated 2 trillion galaxies in just the observable universe. And with quantum entanglement the expanse is connected instantly no matter where. It gives you a bit of respite in the herd times.
 
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Makko

Makko

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Just because you don't remember anything doesn't mean there was nothing there.
 
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deepinlimbo

deepinlimbo

I want to Insert something profound here
May 30, 2021
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I think this sort of thing makes Me think about the universe, specifically what was and what will be to be and how overwhelming the concept is. How can something just appear? Or was it always there? Either answer is mind boggling to me. Everyone on earth is literally just a tiny pebble splash in an ocean, we are so minuscule in comparison to the universe and it's shear size.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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I believe it will be nothing as well, but it's hard to feel any real attachment to how "I" was before I was born. The relationship of being alive and being someone who has been forced to observe, experience, consume, and so on makes it hard for most human beings to truly see it that way I think as well. Not religious, but it's understandable that some would lean towards heaven or reincarnation since the only thing we have known is reciprocating reality for better or worse.
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
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Just because you don't remember anything doesn't mean there was nothing there.
I always wonder that too. Can we feel when were being a fetus? or cell, sperm...

Do you know plant also can feel despite people think they cant? I searched for the study on plant out of curiousity.


 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish I was never born really, and I think about it all the time, how it could easily have never happened. Existence literally is pointless, we as humans only exist for an biological purpose, to reproduce the next generation. I believe there is no meaning beyond this. Death does make all life meaningless, we exist just to die. I believe there is nothing after this, we return to the same nothingness we were at before we were born. At least it will end eventually.
 
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Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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I always wonder that too. Can we feel when were being a fetus? or cell, sperm...

Do you know plant also can feel despite people think they cant? I searched for the study on plant out of curiousity.


I think you may be confusing chemical reactions in plants for actual feelings. " These plants are moving with purpose, which means they must be aware of what is going on around them. "To respond correctly, plants also need sophisticated sensing devices tuned to varying conditions," says Schultz."
The plants not fundamentally being rocks does not mean they are sentient beings. It simply means that they are alive enough for set chemical reactions. Plants do not have nociceptors, a central nervous system or a brain.

 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
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Yeah people always thought that things which cant move/cant express, wont feel anything. Even human when in vegetable unresponsive state. Turns out thats not true. Newer research proved how human in vegetative state whos unconscious can still feel.

Some also said animals dont have feelings&awareness like human, thus people wont feel guilty about eating them.

Anyway, I gave the wrong link. Heres the research to it.



From the video:

It shows how plants are communicating to alert about pain&danger using the same signals as animal nervous system.

Researcher shows how plant can sense a caterpillar and respond defensively.
"So the next time you brush up againts a plant know that they're feeling you're every touch"





I think you may be confusing chemical reactions in plants for actual feelings. " These plants are moving with purpose, which means they must be aware of what is going on around them. "To respond correctly, plants also need sophisticated sensing devices tuned to varying conditions," says Schultz."
The plants not fundamentally being rocks does not mean they are sentient beings. It simply means that they are alive enough for set chemical reactions. Plants do not have nociceptors, a central nervous system or a brain.

 
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Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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Yeah people always thought that things which cant move/cant express, wont feel anything. Even human when in vegetable unresponsive state. Turns out thats not true. Newer research proved how human in vegetative state whos unconscious can still feel.

Some also said animals dont have feelings&awareness like human, thus people wont feel guilty about eating them.

Anyway, I gave the wrong link. Heres the research to it.



From the video:

It shows how plants are communicating to alert about pain&danger using the same signals as animal nervous system.

Researcher shows how plant can sense a caterpillar and respond defensively.
"So the next time you brush up againts a plant know that they're feeling you're every touch"





Watched the video, I'm not sure that's exactly the same as an animal nervous system. No one in the study seems to think it indicates plant sentience either. Still just remains a complex chemical working, but it is interesting. I eat animals which feel pain objectively so I'm not really too attached to reading everything else about plants. Regardless of our disagreement plants are definitely at least interesting. Here's a declaration of consciousness as well -- no mention of plants at all. Perhaps if that changes I will reconsider, but for now it doesn't seem to line up that way.

 
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ExistentialEntropy

ExistentialEntropy

we all go home eventually
Jul 4, 2020
82
At the smallest levels the universe and everything in it is made up of the same stuff, which expanded from a tiny point. You are a part of everything. Your brain creates the illusion of separation between you and the universe, but you are as much a part of the universe as a grain of sand is a part of a desert.
 
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At_The_End

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Jun 7, 2021
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To understand pleasure you must also understand pain. "Heaven" is sold to us as a perfect place where you life for eternity in peace and tranquility... Problem w/ that logic is that to understand you are at peace, you must also understand there are other who are not at peace. How do you handle that fact that someone else is suffering while you are at peace? It's b/s. The ultimate form of peace is nothingness. There is no duality, only singularity.... There is no good, bad, right wrong, in out up down... It's just nothing... or, everything. but no duality.
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
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Watched the video, I'm not sure that's exactly the same as an animal nervous system. No one in the study seems to think it indicates plant sentience either. Still just remains a complex chemical working, but it is interesting. I eat animals which feel pain objectively so I'm not really too attached to reading everything else about plants. Regardless of our disagreement plants are definitely at least interesting. Here's a declaration of consciousness as well -- no mention of plants at all. Perhaps if that changes I will reconsider, but for now it doesn't seem to line up that way.

How about this one?

It shows how plant communicating and even count
Some plant also can move fast and eat animals




Also i wonder if theres an alien/extraterrestrial being, who has different body system than human,
they could also say human is just a robot that only made up of signals and genetic code otherwise can be used as lab rat

Human also only made of signals and genetic code, which arent even alive.
mitochondria is also non living creature

Everything made of dead matters move by the law of the universe. Its all reaction process
DNA the hereditary material in humans also non living
 
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Seiba

Mage
Jun 13, 2021
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How about this one?

It shows how plant communucating and even counts
some plant also move fast




Also i wonder if theres an alien, they could also say human is just a robot that only made up of signals and genetic code otherwise can be used as lab rat

Human also only made of signals and genetic code

Yeah, count and communicate is a bit of a stretch. He also says they don't have a brain, don't get depressed, no axons, no neurons, don't self actualize in any way. They respond a bit to electric signals, which considering their complex root system and ability to respond to the sun isn't really odd. I don't think it will be hard for the aliens to justify murdering us if they desire to -- the vast majority of human beings have no problem with eating other animals and even making dinosaur nuggets out of them. Aliens will probably only have loyalty to themselves and farm us just like we do to other animals. Only difference is I don't think they would even bother pretending to care about our well being if it fed them. Maybe the aliens saw us and were so disappointed that they figured they'd go to a new solar system all together lol

Regardless I think this is kind of hijacking OP's thread a bit so maybe it should stop here
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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At the smallest levels the universe and everything in it is made up of the same stuff, which expanded from a tiny point. You are a part of everything. Your brain creates the illusion of separation between you and the universe, but you are as much a part of the universe as a grain of sand is a part of a desert.
The fact that there is no separation between me & everyone & everything else in the universe at the smallest level means very little to me when I'm in a shitload of pain & the people around me feel okay. Human beings have to live their lives at a very different level than subatomic particles...
 
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Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Jan 21, 2020
640
This is a very fascinating concept to think about. All these things about how we could've turned out differently than we are, could've never been born at all, is very intriguing thing to think about. I sometimes wonder who I would have been if not born into this life and into another, or not having to go through everything I have.
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
Yeah, count and communicate is a bit of a stretch. He also says they don't have a brain, don't get depressed, no axons, no neurons, don't self actualize in any way. They respond a bit to electric signals, which considering their complex root system and ability to respond to the sun isn't really odd. I don't think it will be hard for the aliens to justify murdering us if they desire to -- the vast majority of human beings have no problem with eating other animals and even making dinosaur nuggets out of them. Aliens will probably only have loyalty to themselves and farm us just like we do to other animals. Only difference is I don't think they would even bother pretending to care about our well being if it fed them. Maybe the aliens saw us and were so disappointed that they figured they'd go to a new solar system all together lol

Regardless I think this is kind of hijacking OP's thread a bit so maybe it should stop here
You missed what he says after that which is

"But what plant has is similar to us which is the ability to communicate, using slightly different ions we do but its actually doing the same thing"

Otherwise why would even plant has to give respond to touch, pain and communicate...
But of course it doesnt matter to human since they cant speak out so it still will be insignificant.

Its somewhat correlated with the thread topic about "what we feel before were born" when were only a fetus, a cell, if small organism can feel.

But ok the discussion about plant should be stopped. There are still many things on the universe that cant be figured out yet. Especially about death and things beyond.
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
coming back to a non existent state is kinda comforting, but still so unfair that we have suffered through life for no reason at all...
 
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ExistentialEntropy

ExistentialEntropy

we all go home eventually
Jul 4, 2020
82
The fact that there is no separation between me & everyone & everything else in the universe at the smallest level means very little to me when I'm in a shitload of pain & the people around me feel okay. Human beings have to live their lives at a very different level than subatomic particles...
Sometimes we want to turn off the movie when it gets too dark and scary. I think that's why many of us are here.
 
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The Lonely

Arcanist
Jan 26, 2021
406
Yeah! Maybe this world is another planet's hell .
 

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