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Perpetually99
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- Feb 2, 2021
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The probability of you being born is 1 in 300 trillion. Those are the exact odds that that one sperm fertilized that exact one egg. Most ppl were never born, or are dead. In overwhelming numbers. You can have dozens of brothers and sisters. But they don't exist. You can have dozens of kids, yet they don't exist. If your dad decided to take a shit five minutes before he had sex with your mom, you wouldn't exist. There are so many variations that would make it that you were never born. And then what? Would you be here stressing about life? Or that fact that your life will be gone, and what will happen once you're gone? No...you wouldn't ponder one fucking thought...ever.
I have periods of being extremely grateful that I beat the overwhelming odds given odds for life, and cherishing every moment, while also having periods where I realize this:
ONCE I DIE IT WILL BE EXACTLY AS IF I WAS NEVER BORN. FOR ETERNITY. MY EXISTENCE DOESN'T MATTER. IT'S NOT THAT IMPORTANT.
Tragedies happen. Life goes on. If I am in so much unconscionable pain where I am longing for NO EXISTENCE AT ALL, then so be it. I can just think of all the variations that could've occurred that would have made me not exist in the first place. I am not that important. I don't HAVE TO exist. Why am I any better than the trillions of other variations that could've been given life instead of me? I'm not.
I have periods of being extremely grateful that I beat the overwhelming odds given odds for life, and cherishing every moment, while also having periods where I realize this:
ONCE I DIE IT WILL BE EXACTLY AS IF I WAS NEVER BORN. FOR ETERNITY. MY EXISTENCE DOESN'T MATTER. IT'S NOT THAT IMPORTANT.
Tragedies happen. Life goes on. If I am in so much unconscionable pain where I am longing for NO EXISTENCE AT ALL, then so be it. I can just think of all the variations that could've occurred that would have made me not exist in the first place. I am not that important. I don't HAVE TO exist. Why am I any better than the trillions of other variations that could've been given life instead of me? I'm not.