FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
It really disturbs and disgusts me the thought of suffering in this cruel and meaningless existence until old age, I don't get how anyone could desire that, to me it's insane to.
Death will always be better than existing as a conscious being trapped in a flesh prison that is destined for nothing but to decay, there is no benefit to ageing, deteriorating and suffering in the process, such a thing just causes harm and it just doesn't interest me.
It could never interest me being trapped in this pointless existence slowly just decaying from age, it horrifies me the thought of reaching an old age, it's just repulsive.
And I despise how many people think that preferring permanent peace to this is "irrational", as there is nothing irrational about wanting to avoid all future suffering and harm in an existence that is just destined to disappear and be erased anyway.
Only death can comfort me and bring peace, there is no peace in existing as one is trapped with themselves, there is no safety from suffering in existing which is why it's so disgusting how we cannot just easily free ourselves in peace.
There is no value to this futile existence that just leads to decay and suffering, it's something that's better off never being experienced at all. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to decay from age.
Death will always be better than existing as a conscious being trapped in a flesh prison that is destined for nothing but to decay, there is no benefit to ageing, deteriorating and suffering in the process, such a thing just causes harm and it just doesn't interest me.
It could never interest me being trapped in this pointless existence slowly just decaying from age, it horrifies me the thought of reaching an old age, it's just repulsive.
And I despise how many people think that preferring permanent peace to this is "irrational", as there is nothing irrational about wanting to avoid all future suffering and harm in an existence that is just destined to disappear and be erased anyway.
Only death can comfort me and bring peace, there is no peace in existing as one is trapped with themselves, there is no safety from suffering in existing which is why it's so disgusting how we cannot just easily free ourselves in peace.
There is no value to this futile existence that just leads to decay and suffering, it's something that's better off never being experienced at all. Under no circumstances could I ever wish to decay from age.