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Daryl72

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Mar 12, 2024
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I'm facing an impending death sentence if being on the streets and dying of heat stroke soon. I have no real support and no family to help. I'm sure I would rather die, but again with no real means, or ways to obtain anything l, inhale no real idea how to accomplish ending it all. Broke, no hope or help. Just want it all t end ASAP. It's blazing hot here in the east coast and no way anyone should suffer in the streets with nothing.
 
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Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
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If you want to die, then dying of the heat is one way to do it. Its not the pleasantest way to go, but it's over in a few hours (if you are in extreme heat).
Do you have access to any tall buildings or large drops (at least 100 ft with a hard landing)?
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
This world sucks. No one should have to live like that. See if you can find a Greyhound station to hang out and get some relief. Even a library. Even wander through a grocery store. Some cities have cooling centers up and running, too.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
I'm facing an impending death sentence if being on the streets and dying of heat stroke soon. I have no real support and no family to help. I'm sure I would rather die, but again with no real means, or ways to obtain anything l, inhale no real idea how to accomplish ending it all. Broke, no hope or help. Just want it all t end ASAP. It's blazing hot here in the east coast and no way anyone should suffer in the streets with nothing.
Homelessness is extreme torture starvation, fear of being beaten, heat but not dying, being robbed and beaten may other nightmares combined
 
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BardBarrie

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Mar 17, 2024
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Are you sure there are no shelters or resources you could use?
 
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Daryl72

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Mar 12, 2024
161
Are you sure there are no shelters or resources you could use?
I'm not there yet, in a few weeks if the resources the crisis workers are working in can't come through, I may be homeless. Regardless it it gets to that point, yes i would rather die by my own hands than again face living in a shelter. My mental illnesses will never allow me to experience that again.
 
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BardBarrie

Specialist
Mar 17, 2024
337
I'm not there yet, in a few weeks if the resources the crisis workers are working in can't come through, I may be homeless. Regardless it it gets to that point, yes i would rather die by my own hands than again face living in a shelter. My mental illnesses will never allow me to experience that again.

Do you mind if I ask you what living in a shelter was like?
No worries if you'd rather not answer.
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
161
Well it's been a few years beginning of 2018. Each shelter is different but the one I was at on the lower shore of Maryland, wasn't the worst of the worst. There had a cafe with meals served at least twice a day seven days a week The diem for the men was scary as it has bunk beds and ty never who could do anything at anytime. You never what they suffering from and sometimes you felt threatened by them. There is a lot more I could tell, but if you have any specific questions, I may be able to answer them.
 
jbear824

jbear824

F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
Jul 4, 2023
407
I will definitely kill myself if it turn out I am going to be homeless at some point. I would die on the streets in summer or winter.
 
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Daryl72

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Mar 12, 2024
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I will definitely kill myself if it turn out I am going to be homeless at some point. I would die on the streets in summer or winter.
yes I'm leaning that way very heavily. No way I can handle being in a shelter again. Yes this one here does hae. anice cafe with decent food, but it's an overall terrible experience.
 
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Daryl72

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Mar 12, 2024
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Thank you all for your replies. I'm basically at a pint where I have to find a way to end it all before it gets there. Simply have no desire to fight anymore.
 

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