Death by Sodium Nitrite with no anti emetics or dehydration if I end up puking

[Johnnyk]

I will try on the 12th of March.

My depression has gotten to the point where i cannot eat nor sleep or have the energy to show up for work. My debts are mounting and I am not happy.

My plan is to travel deep into the a national forest (in healesville) with minimal food and supplies aswell as 100grams of sodium nitrite. I do not have anti emetics so im going to have to do without. I plan to starve myself for a day before heading off. If i end up puking my first dose and surviving, my body will be too weak to walk 10km to civilization and i will take another dose. If that fails then its likely my body will have deterioted to the point where I will die of starvation and dehydration. I will not take my phone with me and the odds of someone finding me within 3 days is basically slim to none; 3 days is all I need to die of dehydration if it comes to it.

thanks

 

[whatever1111]

I will try on the 12th of March.

My depression has gotten to the point where i cannot eat nor sleep or have the energy to show up for work. My debts are mounting and I am not happy.

My plan is to travel deep into the a national forest (in healesville) with minimal food and supplies aswell as 100grams of sodium nitrite. I do not have anti emetics so im going to have to do without. I plan to starve myself for a day before heading off. If i end up puking my first dose and surviving, my body will be too weak to walk 10km to civilization and i will take another dose. If that fails then its likely my body will have deterioted to the point where I will die of starvation and dehydration. I will not take my phone with me and the odds of someone finding me within 3 days is basically slim to none; 3 days is all I need to die of dehydration if it comes to it.

thanks

hardcore. good luck friend

 

[_milo]

Sounds potentially horrendous, but I hope the scenery makes up for it.

 

[AhG]

I will try on the 12th of March.

My depression has gotten to the point where i cannot eat nor sleep or have the energy to show up for work. My debts are mounting and I am not happy.

My plan is to travel deep into the a national forest (in healesville) with minimal food and supplies aswell as 100grams of sodium nitrite. I do not have anti emetics so im going to have to do without. I plan to starve myself for a day before heading off. If i end up puking my first dose and surviving, my body will be too weak to walk 10km to civilization and i will take another dose. If that fails then its likely my body will have deterioted to the point where I will die of starvation and dehydration. I will not take my phone with me and the odds of someone finding me within 3 days is basically slim to none; 3 days is all I need to die of dehydration if it comes to it.

thanks

Like next year? March was last month.

 

[Redrock]

ebay -> search -> primperan -> 2 weaks and you will get it

 

[Johnnyk]

ebay -> search -> primperan -> 2 weaks and you will get it

Theres no way to reasonable obtain anti emetics in australia

 

[Walilamdzi]

Last month?

 

[Johnnyk]

Last month?

lol its a mistake, i meant this month

 

[Dead beat dad]

I will try on the 12th of March.

My depression has gotten to the point where i cannot eat nor sleep or have the energy to show up for work. My debts are mounting and I am not happy.

My plan is to travel deep into the a national forest (in healesville) with minimal food and supplies aswell as 100grams of sodium nitrite. I do not have anti emetics so im going to have to do without. I plan to starve myself for a day before heading off. If i end up puking my first dose and surviving, my body will be too weak to walk 10km to civilization and i will take another dose. If that fails then its likely my body will have deterioted to the point where I will die of starvation and dehydration. I will not take my phone with me and the odds of someone finding me within 3 days is basically slim to none; 3 days is all I need to die of dehydration if it comes to it.

thanks

I wish you peace and good luck friend.
I hope you find some line to lift you from this darkness.
DBD

 

[est0091]

Theres no way to reasonable obtain anti emetics in australia

Wrong.

 

[JustOverIt]

Theres no way to reasonable obtain anti emetics in australia

That is true currently. I also live in aus and have received primperan from a greek ebay seller but that was in november 2018. Upon looking on ebay US no one currently sells it anymore. Used to be many vendors. Probably was a crack down on it.

Alas there is still hope. A drug called anagraine contains metoclopramide and is otc I think here in aus. However it contains 500mg paracetamol with 5mg meto (as opposed to 10mg in primperan). Here is the link from a vendor in sydney: https://www.ebay.com.au/itm/ANAGRAI...m2a80ac41d0:g:5oIAAOSwvbdZATjx&frcectupt=true

Please reconsider your current plan. Chances are high that you may be found or if not endure an unpleasant death.

 

[Johnnyk]

Great news guys! My doctor managed to perscribe be Zofran, who is an anti emetic similar to metoclopramide. I'm so happy, I now only have to wait until tomorrow for my SN to arrive. Do you guys think this one is going to be any good? It's relatively expensive though:

https://www.melbournefooddepot.com/buy/sodium-nitrite-powder-50g-100-pure/F05410

It should arrive tomorrow

 

[JustOverIt]

Nice. Yes this is actually one of the suppliers of SN listed in the new PPEH.

 

[Johnnyk]

I purchased from the seller, "leanne" listed in the suicide.wiki page.

The product arrived in a bag, and the packaging did not specify purity. It was also branded "food grade".

I posted a pic of it in another thread with my concerns. I since messaged the seller and they assured me that their product is 99%> pure.

This one though seems far more legit

Thankyou for your reassurance. I bought two versions which will arrive at two different post offices this week LOL. Hoping atleast one of them will do the job.

 

[Peeloffallmyskin]

Theres no way to reasonable obtain anti emetics in australia

Get metomax or anagraine! They are available otc and contain the same active ingredient, just a lower dosage of 5mg with paracetamol. I'm going to take 8 to give me 40 grams. I got the anagraine it came in a box of 10.

 

[JustOverIt]

Get metomax or anagraine! They are available otc and contain the same active ingredient, just a lower dosage of 5mg with paracetamol. I'm going to take 8 to give me 40 grams. I got the anagraine it came in a box of 10.

Nicely done

 

[Raggas]

Get metomax or anagraine! They are available otc and contain the same active ingredient, just a lower dosage of 5mg with paracetamol. I'm going to take 8 to give me 40 grams. I got the anagraine it came in a box of 10.

Both of those require "pharmacist's advice" or prescription to get online (non eBay). Anagraine was on eBay Australia for a while however now it is gone out of stock presumably.

That is true currently. I also live in aus and have received primperan from a greek ebay seller but that was in november 2018. Upon looking on ebay US no one currently sells it anymore. Used to be many vendors. Probably was a crack down on it.

Alas there is still hope. A drug called anagraine contains metoclopramide and is otc I think here in aus. However it contains 500mg paracetamol with 5mg meto (as opposed to 10mg in primperan). Here is the link from a vendor in sydney: https://www.ebay.com.au/itm/ANAGRAI...m2a80ac41d0:g:5oIAAOSwvbdZATjx&frcectupt=true

Please reconsider your current plan. Chances are high that you may be found or if not endure an unpleasant death.

If you read the eBay description, that product is "Pharmacist Only Medicine and requires pharmacist advice for us to send it to you." I don't know if they actually do check, but it's annoying. Someone please verify for us.

 

[drakewantstogo]

Nice. Yes this is actually one of the suppliers of SN listed in the new PPEH.

In which page are the suppliers?