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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

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Does anyone have any info/advice on this method?

I've never tried this drug before, so don't even know how to cook & inject it.

If you have any links to information/videos I'd be grateful if you'd share them.

Thanks in advance, and wishing you all well.

-X-
 
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This is one if the ways I'd want to go. I'd pay someone to do the hotshot. I couldn't inject myself. It's so unreliable though you might just wake up the next day an addict
 
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Cockney_Rebel

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This is one if the ways I'd want to go. I'd pay someone to do the hotshot. I couldn't inject myself. It's so unreliable though you might just wake up the next day an addict
Just found this video, and it looks pretty easy.

Only need to find out how much is needed to actually OD.

I'm sure if enough is used, you'd definitely not wake up. As someone who has never taken the stuff, and would be straight injecting, it should be a relatively fail safe option.

 
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Jan 22, 2021
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If you've never had it you'll have zero tolerance. I always thought I'd cook up 100quids worth and get someone to do the shot
 
Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

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If you've never had it you'll have zero tolerance. I always thought I'd cook up 100quids worth and get someone to do the shot
Watch the video I just provided.

I'm sure you could do it yourself.

Also, would you really want to incriminate someone like that? It's a bit of a big ask.

Additionally, I reckon £100 worth is a bit too much. I'd like to go out buzzing, whereas that amount should just fuck you right up before you could get any enjoyment out of it.
 
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time4sleep

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Jul 18, 2021
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This is something I thought I would try but weirdly, I'd have a problem. I know it sounds really strange, but I'd have problem injecting myself.

I've been injecting blood thinners into my stomach for a while and I really struggle.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

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This is something I thought I would try but weirdly, I'd have a problem. I know it sounds really strange, but I'd have problem injecting myself.

I've been injecting blood thinners into my stomach for a while and I really struggle.
I wonder if it HAS to go into a vein, or if it can be "popped into" a muscle?

Surely if taken in a large enough quantity, it would find its way into your system & do the business?

Thoughts?
 
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time4sleep

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I've heard that the three types of injection :-
  • Subcutaneous (into the fat layer between the skin and muscle)
  • Intramuscular (deep into a muscle)
  • Intravenous (through a vein)
Are all very different. I do the first of these for thinners and have been told to avoid the vein at all costs, hence using my stomach and a certain area. IV is the one for heroin and I guess it is because you want it working where it needs to work quicker.

Please note, not a doctor or anything close, Google is my friend on this! :))
 
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Cockney_Rebel

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I've heard that the three types of injection :-
  • Subcutaneous (into the fat layer between the skin and muscle)
  • Intramuscular (deep into a muscle)
  • Intravenous (through a vein)
Are all very different. I do the first of these for thinners and have been told to avoid the vein at all costs, hence using my stomach and a certain area. IV is the one for heroin and I guess it is because you want it working where it needs to work quicker.

Please note, not a doctor or anything close, Google is my friend on this! :))
Interesting.

Thanks for the info.

However, I wouldn't be in a rush. I'd be happy to lay there, at my chosen beautiful final location, and patiently wait for the drug to find its way into my system and overcome me.

Surely if you take enough of the stuff, it should work?

PS: You joined this site on my birthday :smiling:.
 
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time4sleep

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Jul 18, 2021
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Interesting.

Thanks for the info.

However, I wouldn't be in a rush. I'd be happy to lay there, at my chosen beautiful final location, and patiently wait for the drug to find its way into my system and overcome me.

Surely if you take enough of the stuff, it should work?

PS: You joined this site on my birthday :smiling:.
Happy birthday for then!

I wonder if perhaps the muscle would absorb some of the drug on the way to the blood stream. This might mean there is not enough getting to where it is needed.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

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Happy birthday for then!

I wonder if perhaps the muscle would absorb some of the drug on the way to the blood stream. This might mean there is not enough getting to where it is needed.
Thanks for the birthday wishes.

Hmm, you may have a point there (no pun intended.)

However, I don't think getting into a vein should be that difficult for someone who's had hundreds of blood tests (paracetamol overdoses.)
 
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time4sleep

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Jul 18, 2021
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Thanks for the birthday wishes.

Hmm, you may have a point there (no pun intended.)

However, I don't think getting into a vein should be that difficult for someone who's had hundreds of blood tests (paracetamol overdoses.)

Agreed, I haven't had as many in my life but if you have experience. Do you also have access to the H? I have no idea how to get it and if I did, how good it would be.
 
Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Agreed, I haven't had as many in my life but if you have experience. Do you also have access to the H? I have no idea how to get it and if I did, how good it would be.
I have two "exit partners."

One of which can get the brown, from two sources.

However, she has a huge issue with vomiting, so she doesn't think she can go through with this method.
 
greyhound

greyhound

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Oct 8, 2020
471
I've definitely considered this method. The problem is that the potency of the street drugs and the amount required to die is pretty unknown. If you're in the UK your stuff probably will be actual heroin without any fentanyl. I think with heroin OD the easiest way is to drink a lot of alcohol. It will greatly increase the depressant effect of the heroin. I would probably do a big IM shot. Otherwise you might pass out while shooting into a vein before you finish. You'll probably need a big syringe to hold a few ml to get all the powder dissolved. IM is close to the same bioavailability but just takes a few minutes to have an effect rather than instant like IV.
 
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I've definitely considered this method. The problem is that the potency of the street drugs and the amount required to die is pretty unknown. If you're in the UK your stuff probably will be actual heroin without any fentanyl. I think with heroin OD the easiest way is to drink a lot of alcohol. It will greatly increase the depressant effect of the heroin. I would probably do a big IM shot. Otherwise you might pass out while shooting into a vein before you finish. You'll probably need a big syringe to hold a few ml to get all the powder dissolved. IM is close to the same bioavailability but just takes a few minutes to have an effect rather than instant like IV.
Thanks for the advice.

I hear a lot of the H in the states is mixed with fentanyl?

Apparently a lot of addicts are unintentionally dying because of it.
 
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greyhound

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Oct 8, 2020
471
Thanks for the advice.

I hear a lot of the H in the states is mixed with fentanyl?

Apparently a lot of addicts are unintentionally dying because of it.

Yeah pretty much all street heroin here has Fentanyl in it. The only way to avoid it is to buy pharmaceutical stuff that's legit.
 
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ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

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Jan 22, 2021
622
Watch the video I just provided.

I'm sure you could do it yourself.
I'm afraid of needles and I couldn't do it. I know some addicts and if I go to a crack house in town they wouldn't even know they'd done it
Also, would you really want to incriminate someone like that? It's a bit of a big ask.
It wouldn't incriminate anybody people die in crack houses all the time. The amount of smack I'd give them for doing it they'd be joining me in the blank void
Additionally, I reckon £100 worth is a bit too much. I'd like to go buzzing
I don't care about buzzing I do not want to wake up a smack head.
 
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eve2004

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I've definitely considered this method. The problem is that the potency of the street drugs and the amount required to die is pretty unknown. If you're in the UK your stuff probably will be actual heroin without any fentanyl. I think with heroin OD the easiest way is to drink a lot of alcohol. It will greatly increase the depressant effect of the heroin. I would probably do a big IM shot. Otherwise you might pass out while shooting into a vein before you finish. You'll probably need a big syringe to hold a few ml to get all the powder dissolved. IM is close to the same bioavailability but just takes a few minutes to have an effect rather than instant like IV.
I would test the stuff before trying it. Fent test strip or reagent test. It won't tell you how much F is in there but if there is none at all... well you may want to consider another source, or potentiating like you said.

I'd been taking this stuff a while and only recently tested it and it is contaminated (deliberate maybe) by F. Well that would mean my tolerance is high and I'd need a buckload of any opiate to OD...

In all cases though, you should test (chemically, not by ingesting) your stuff before taking it...
 
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I would test the stuff before trying it. Fent test strip or reagent test. It won't tell you how much F is in there but if there is none at all... well you may want to consider another source, or potentiating like you said.

I'd been taking this stuff a while and only recently tested it and it is contaminated (deliberate maybe) by F. Well that would mean my tolerance is high and I'd need a buckload of any opiate to OD...

In all cases though, you should test (chemically, not by ingesting) your stuff before taking it...
Thanks for the information and advice.

Do you think it would be a peaceful way to go? And I'm speaking as someone who's never touched it before.

Would I get that famously nice buzz for a while, before passing out or something?

What do you reckon?
 
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eve2004

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Thanks for the information and advice.

Do you think it would be a peaceful way to go? And I'm speaking as someone who's never touched it before.

Would I get that famously nice buzz for a while, before passing out or something?

What do you reckon?
If it was F, and you had little to no tolerance, yes. But I know what opiates feel like. I'm not suggesting you start taking street drugs if you aren't already, because you don't want to go down that road... But it would be difficult to know how your body would react without prior experience. And if you're taking street stuff, you want to REAGENT test your stuff, not just a Fent strip. Reagent test kits can be sold on the net. They test for about 8-9 street drugs and some inert fillers like sugar or flour.

But without opiate experience, I wouldn't recommend jumping into it to CTB because first time effects could be real nasty.... Severe vomitting, nauseous for days, unable to eat... all the while it may not kill you...

if you do go that route...
1) Test your stuff with a proper kit
2) (Assuming it's not 100% Fent) Do a taste test. Try the smallest particle you can remove from the batch and watch for reactions. Do not re-dose before 24 hours...
3) Get a naloxone kit. it's an opiate antidote, free of charge in most countries. I keep one so if I do happen to OD, it will be less credible with the antidote beside me.
4) Buy a mg scale!
 
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If it was F, and you had little to no tolerance, yes. But I know what opiates feel like. I'm not suggesting you start taking street drugs if you aren't already, because you don't want to go down that road... But it would be difficult to know how your body would react without prior experience. And if you're taking street stuff, you want to REAGENT test your stuff, not just a Fent strip. Reagent test kits can be sold on the net. They test for about 8-9 street drugs and some inert fillers like sugar or flour.

But without opiate experience, I wouldn't recommend jumping into it to CTB because first time effects could be real nasty.... Severe vomitting, nauseous for days, unable to eat... all the while it may not kill you...

if you do go that route...
1) Test your stuff with a proper kit
2) (Assuming it's not 100% Fent) Do a taste test. Try the smallest particle you can remove from the batch and watch for reactions. Do not re-dose before 24 hours...
3) Get a naloxone kit. it's an opiate antidote, free of charge in most countries. I keep one so if I do happen to OD, it will be less credible with the antidote beside me.
4) Buy a mg scale!
Your advice is more than appreciated.

For that, I thank you.

I thought I'd just take a large quantity of brown, feel wonderful for a while, then lose consciousness and maybe froth at the mouth.

Then, I'd be off.

Guess that's probably not the case?
 
ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

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Jan 22, 2021
622
Your advice is more than appreciated.

For that, I thank you.

I thought I'd just take a large quantity of brown, feel wonderful for a while, then lose consciousness and maybe froth at the mouth.

Then, I'd be off.

Guess that's probably not the case?
I don't think it's like that. I know drug store cowboy and pulp fiction make you think it is. If you want a real buzz party on mama the few nights before.
I just don't give a shit about the buzz I'd just take a shed load of it.
 
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toforigivelife

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You can also snort it while consuming alcohol.

I'm assuming that you have tolerance for heroin.

If you don't really use it then do your research and just make sure you don't vomit up your method.

Have a couple of drinks to relax. Snort a little to make sure you can handle it. Then snort a lot more while drinking. Should work.

Stay focused. Don't pass out in the middle of your ticket out of this life.
 
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You can also snort it while consuming alcohol.

I'm assuming that you have tolerance for heroin.

If you don't really use it then do your research and just make sure you don't vomit up your method.

Have a couple of drinks to relax. Snort a little to make sure you can handle it. Then snort a lot more while drinking. Should work.

Stay focused. Don't pass out in the middle of your ticket out of this life.
Thanks for the advice, buddy.

I've never taken it, so have zero tolerance.
 
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toforigivelife

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Thanks for the advice, buddy.

I've never taken it, so have zero tolerance.

Thanks for the advice, buddy.

I've never taken it, so have zero tolerance.
As I said, do some research, ask around on this forum and make sure you don't get sick and ruin it.

It's not that I want you to go. I wish I could change things and make your life better.

But if you've thought it through and have arrived at a decision then I'll respect your decision.
 
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As I said, do some research, ask around on this forum and make sure you don't get sick and ruin it.

It's not that I want you to go. I wish I could change things and make your life better.

But if you've thought it through and have arrived at a decision then I'll respect your decision.
Thank you, my friend.
 
ClairyFairy

ClairyFairy

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Jan 22, 2021
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There's an antidote as well for H so nobody can know I did it or else they might be able to reverse it. I don't know enough about it though. I would definitely drink and sniff
 
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snorting h probably will not work. but a big injection might, its been known to happen
snorting h probably will not work. but a big injection might, its been known to happen
also you would pass out almost instantly
 
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I've always wanted to try heroin, wonder what it feels like. anyone know?
 
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