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Dosentmatter903

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So as for as options go I'm down to a few...don't Wana say what my original option is because I'm still thinking of it but before I go to that I'm thinking of poison or drugs wich I guess fall under the same category...so since SN is harder to get now I'm just like "what's the next best thing"...since fentanyl seems to be the popular thing out here where I'm at, I'm like fuck it why not...if the SN doesn't come thru I'm thinking of just taking a handful of m30's and calling g it a day....question is how many would it take???BTW I'm not into to fentanyl, don't care for it but I do see it's potential as a way out in my situation....HELP
 
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So as for as options go I'm down to a few...don't Wana say what my original option is because I'm still thinking of it but before I go to that I'm thinking of poison or drugs wich I guess fall under the same category...so since SN is harder to get now I'm just like "what's the next best thing"...since fentanyl seems to be the popular thing out here where I'm at, I'm like fuck it why not...if the SN doesn't come thru I'm thinking of just taking a handful of m30's and calling g it a day....question is how many would it take???BTW I'm not into to fentanyl, don't care for it but I do see it's potential as a way out in my situation....HELP
Not sure why you're here.
but for whatever it is.
hope you find peace.

I've heard of the m30s. Havnt seen them.
Kind of like how we have knock off perc's here.
Just packed with fenny.

How much fenny is in the pill?
You can look up.
"How much fent does it take to..."
And harm reduction sites have a chart.
( in milligrams / dose )

I would also take some kind of anti-puke medicine. Like gravol or whatever.

It is possible just depending on the amount
Per pill.
Body fights it / body weight etc
Method.
Mixed with booze /meds / drugs

Also are you just going to mouth them all?
Nose is more potent and faster.
Possible to melt and arm them ?

I'm on my search as well.
Good luck.
 
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This seems unreliable, you don't know how much fentanyl is in fake m30 presses.
Sadly you can't buy pure fentanyl as a normal person.
It would be interesting to know the average fentanyl content of fake m30's.
You could also look into rc opioids but there isn't much info about suicide regarding them.
 
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This seems unreliable, you don't know how much fentanyl is in fake m30 presses.
Sadly you can't buy pure fentanyl as a normal person.
It would be interesting to know the average fentanyl content of fake m30's.
You could also look into rc opioids but there isn't much info about suicide regarding them.
I get that part but we've all seen that pic fentanyl next to a penny...I figure if that can kill u then maybee 10 or more can SURELY do the job right? What if I take 30 of em? Only thing is, where I'm at no bullshit they cosst 100 a piece...wich honestly isn't a problem I'll pay w.e to end this
Not sure why you're here.
but for whatever it is.
hope you find peace.

I've heard of the m30s. Havnt seen them.
Kind of like how we have knock off perc's here.
Just packed with fenny.

How much fenny is in the pill?
You can look up.
"How much fent does it take to..."
And harm reduction sites have a chart.
( in milligrams / dose )

I would also take some kind of anti-puke medicine. Like gravol or whatever.

It is possible just depending on the amount
Per pill.
Body fights it / body weight etc
Method.
Mixed with booze /meds / drugs

Also are you just going to mouth them all?
Nose is more potent and faster.
Possible to melt and arm them ?

I'm on my search as well.
Good luck.
Yea they r fake percs , but where I'm at I really wouldn't have a problem finding them...only thing is the price they go for 100 a pop here no bullshit...so I figure I maybee 20or 30 pills? Only thing is I wanted to have some cash for my cremation, and w.e other costs so my fam wouldn't have to deal woth that so I wanted to get an exact number
 
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I get that part but we've all seen that pic fentanyl next to a penny...I figure if that can kill u then maybee 10 or more can SURELY do the job right? What if I take 30 of em? Only thing is, where I'm at no bullshit they cosst 100 a piece...wich honestly isn't a problem I'll pay w.e to end this
Which roa would you use?
As I said you can't know for sure how much fent is in it, maybe there is some statistic on how much there is in it on average.
 
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I get that part but we've all seen that pic fentanyl next to a penny...I figure if that can kill u
A pill or powder . Lots of propaganda.
Maybe if you arm it or nose it.
Both.
just 1 pill nada.

then maybee 10 or more can SURELY do the job right? What if I take 30 of em? Only thing is, where I'm at no bullshit they cosst 100 a piece...wich honestly isn't a problem I'll pay w.e to end this
This is likely as I as said.
Might need to take anti puke meds.
Nose it.
Arm it. ( if possible )
I'm not sure on price over here things go for
5 to 100. Depends.
If you got 30 I'm sure you could get a cut on that. In my experience anyway.
Yea they r fake percs , but where I'm at I really wouldn't have a problem finding them...only thing is the price they go for 100 a pop here no bullshit...so I figure I maybee 20or 30 pills?
percs are white. Ones I've seen.
(I've seen people crush these and nose them or crush / melt - arm them.)

The m30 are blue no?
( not sure if you can do that with these )
Only thing is I wanted to have some cash for my cremation, and w.e other costs so my fam wouldn't have to deal woth that so I wanted to get an exact number
Here's a chart.
Maybe get one pill and test it?
At a" test safe place "
Not sure if you have those where your at.

Also booze / meds / other drugs / might help.
Eg - eat / nose m30
Then do some white and vodka shots
 

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Lol dude...vodka isn't even available here...picture this...I'm drinking fucking moon shine...where I'm at is a "dry village"...im alaska...originally from California...so needles to say everything is insanely over priced...every pill here I hear costs 100 bucks...so yes I will be drunk af , I don't fuck with powder or any other drugs other than weed or alchohol...I'm going to be DRUNK AF When I do this but also I hate needles...I know it shouldn't matter at this point but IN CASE I DO DECIDE to shoot it up ,my only option is pills and idk how yo go about crushing, and injecting pills
 
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Lol dude...vodka isn't even available here
No way that's wild , my bad was just speaking ideas out loud and from my experiences.
And others that were unfortunate.
...picture this...I'm drinking fucking moon shine...where I'm at is a "dry village"...im alaska
Oooooo ok , damn I've heard of that didn't know it was a actual thing. Moonshine damn cheers. Even better.
...originally from California...so needles to say everything is insanely over priced...every pill here I hear costs 100 bucks
Ah ok gotcha , that's 2 complete opposites
Cali to Alaska no ?
...so yes I will be drunk af , I don't fuck with powder or any other drugs other than weed or alchohol...I'm going to be DRUNK AF When I do this
Ah ok ok , I mentioned it just because the uppers and downers can create an OD. Pass out. but heart stop.
but also I hate needles...I know it shouldn't matter at this point but IN CASE I DO DECIDE to shoot it up ,my only option is pills and idk how yo go about crushing, and injecting pills
you can crush and nose just like anything really.
Just remember ingesting things takes time to process and body filters it. Assuming you can keep it down. If it all hits at once.

Crushing for arm. Crush up a bit.
(Not powder )
Deep big spoon or small ladle
I've seen bunsen burner or lighter (torch kind)
Melt it down.
Use a cotton type thing to suck up the liquid
( I've seen the ends of Qtips ripped of the stick)
needle in cotton. Extract .
Rubber tie or strap upper arm. Open and close first.
And give it a shot.

I could never do it either no matter how many times I saw it . I just wasn't attracted to the urge to arm anything.

these days though.... its an option I'm considering.

Depends what I can get my hands on.
 
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Boof it. If they're in pill form you won't be able to shoot it because of the pill fillers.
 
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Boof it. If they're in pill form you won't be able to shoot it because of the pill fillers.
might get a little dirty lul.
I've seen powder in holes but never pill.
Crush it and shove it or what ??
Makes sense in theory. No filter . Right to the system. Just a little odd

High temp
cotton swab takes the good leaves the bunk.
For perc anyway
 
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might get a little dirty lul.
I've seen powder in holes but never pill.
Crush it and shove it or what ??
Makes sense in theory. No filter . Right to the system. Just a little odd

High temp
cotton swab takes the good leaves the bunk.
For perc anyway

Injecting pills has short term and long term dangers past the regular drug's dangers. Just a word of advice if you're shooting perc. I'd suggest reading more about it on Reddit Opiates.

Boofing drugs you use a 1 ml needle without syringe. Dissolve whatever you'll boof in warm water. Use a small amount of lubricant and insert it on the toilet or sitting on the edge of the bathtub. Stand up, wipe off the small amount of lube, wash hands and go to bed before it kicks in (a minute or too vs seconds with injections)

There is no mess with a few ml of water. It's certainly more fool proof and without having to find a vein/blood it's much less unclean than shooting. The small amount of water doesn't cause an enema effect. Our colons absorb water.

Boofing is a harm reduction practice. For example cocaine users are able to save their noses from becoming decayed with this method and if using pills the bad stuff is still filtered out.

That's because it doesn't go straight to the bloodstream it just avoids needing to be processed through the liver.
 
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Crushing for arm. Crush up a bit.
(Not powder )
Deep big spoon or small ladle
I've seen bunsen burner or lighter (torch kind)
forgot to mention some water as well. Usally takes 5mins or so to kind of boil or cook it)
( in spoon with drug )
Melt it down.
Use a cotton type thing to suck up the liquid
( I've seen the ends of Qtips ripped of the stick)
needle in cotton. Extract .
Rubber tie or strap upper arm. Open and close first.
And give it a shot.
Injecting pills has short term and long term dangers past the regular drug's dangers.
Yes i agree.
But the drugs "dangers" would be the point.
(Fast and potent)
( not including viens/missing /tracks etc)
Just a word of advice if you're shooting perc. I'd suggest reading more about it on Reddit Opiates.
Why reddit and not just harm reduction sites.
They are straight to the point. On how to use.

Reddit is a.mixture of things. Mostly over coming addiction. From what I've seen anyway.
Boofing drugs you use a 1 ml needle without syringe. Dissolve whatever you'll boof in warm water.
So would it be possible if you crushed and dissolve 30 pills. At once.
Maybe by using no heat contact.
Pot.
Boiling water.
Metal bowl on top.
Pills/water in metal bowl
Cook em down
Let it cool down for a little.
Syringe only (no needle)
Lube.
Butt.
Use a small amount of lubricant and insert it on the toilet or sitting on the edge of the bathtub. Stand up, wipe off the small amount of lube, wash hands and go to bed before it kicks in.
(a minute or too vs seconds with injections)
It makes sense. I just havnt met anyone doing this on a regular bases.
And I wouldn't do it over a toilet.
What if it shoots out. I'd be in a bathtub upside down ass up.
( personally)
Go to bed and not wake up.
(Hopefully)
There is no mess with a few ml of water. It's certainly more fool proof and without having to find a vein/blood it's much less unclean than shooting. The small amount of water doesn't cause an enema effect. Our colons absorb water.
Just a very small amount water. Gotcha.
But what if it's a bunch of pills / water.?

And yes I've seen people miss and it's fucked.
Plus just the balls.it takes to stick yourself.
Scars etc. ( usally prolonged use )
Just faster acting. and potent is all I know. Higher chance to OD.

But at the same time your butt has vessels and glans etc , so wouldn't this be super potent as well.?
Maybe not act as fast. But still super potent. ?
Boofing is a harm reduction practice. For example cocaine users are able to save their noses from becoming decayed with this method
Yes I hear you. But that is what happens
6..9..12 months of daily use.
This is an attempt to ctb. With a mass amount all at once.(m30s)(percs)
and if using pills the bad stuff is still filtered out.
That's because it doesn't go straight to the bloodstream it just avoids needing to be processed through the liver.
It's safer in certain aspects for sure.
but I'm guessing over time. You'd start shitting your pants and damage intestines.

But what we are trying to cook up here. Is a way to ctb with a bunch of pills.
I'm going to.look more into the booty stuff.
I'm curious .
 
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forgot to mention some water as well. Usally takes 5mins or so to kind of boil or cook it)
( in spoon with drug )


Yes i agree.
But the drugs "dangers" would be the point.
(Fast and potent)
( not including viens/missing /tracks etc)

Why reddit and not just harm reduction sites.
They are straight to the point. On how to use.

Reddit is a.mixture of things. Mostly over coming addiction. From what I've seen anyway.

So would it be possible if you crushed and dissolve 30 pills. At once.
Maybe by using no heat contact.
Pot.
Boiling water.
Metal bowl on top.
Pills/water in metal bowl
Cook em down
Let it cool down for a little.
Syringe only (no needle)
Lube.
Butt.


It makes sense. I just havnt met anyone doing this on a regular bases.
And I wouldn't do it over a toilet.
What if it shoots out. I'd be in a bathtub upside down ass up.
( personally)
Go to bed and not wake up.
(Hopefully)

Just a very small amount water. Gotcha.
But what if it's a bunch of pills / water.?

And yes I've seen people miss and it's fucked.
Plus just the balls.it takes to stick yourself.
Scars etc. ( usally prolonged use )
Just faster acting. and potent is all I know. Higher chance to OD.

But at the same time your butt has vessels and glans etc , so wouldn't this be super potent as well.?
Maybe not act as fast. But still super potent. ?

Yes I hear you. But that is what happens
6..9..12 months of daily use.
This is an attempt to ctb. With a mass amount all at once.(m30s)(percs)


It's safer in certain aspects for sure.
but I'm guessing over time. You'd start shitting your pants and damage intestines.

But what we are trying to cook up here. Is a way to ctb with a bunch of pills.
I'm going to.look more into the booty stuff.
I'm curious .
Yes you're totally right the intention here is to die so it doesn't matter how something is used. But I'm not attempting to give instructions on how to ctb by boofing I'm describing how to boof a drug.

You said that over time you'd start shitting your pants because of intestinal damage. Most of the damage from drugs comes from the issues with absorbing them.

For instance when people use cocaine in their noses a lot of the damage comes from the cocaine that isn't absorbed and sits in the nostral especially if it isn't well ground. So mixing completely in water and boofing bypasses all of these issues.

The same would be true with opiate pills. Being injected directly into the bloodstream is really bad for you. Being absorbed through the colon would be similar to absorbing it under your tongue but with much much stronger effects.

You don't need to be on your back with your legs in the air. You don't need to tighten your muscles in any special way either. Even enemas are done to a person on their side not on their backs with their legs up.

Why I suggested Reddit is harm reduction websites I meant because they had first hand stories of the harm shooting pills and fillers into the bloodstream does.
 
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