Dear ss

[liberty_222]

Today I felt the urge to get beaten to death via blunt force, or get choked to death, or carve something on my body. I spiralled at a very slight hint of rejection and relapsed, smoked a couple cigarettes and binged on food. Now I'll go back to trying to suppress my feelings after having remembered I am not supposed to get emotionally attached to people.
Have a good day, yall!

 

[°Celsuis_Caesar]

Have a good day aswell

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you are in a lot of pain and I'm sorry that you feel this way. This life really can be torture and it can be unbearable. I hope that you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.

 

[natali4]

This world can be very cruel. I envy people who can detach themselves and focus their energy on themselves. Maybe I am wrong, but I feel like maybe that can bring some peace and happiness. I'm sorry you're going through this, and I hope you recover from this.

 

[Sittichmutter]

Today I felt the urge to get beaten to death via blunt force, or get choked to death, or carve something on my body. I spiralled at a very slight hint of rejection and relapsed, smoked a couple cigarettes and binged on food. Now I'll go back to trying to suppress my feelings after having remembered I am not supposed to get emotionally attached to people.
Have a good day, yall!

Dear Liberty,
It is very dificult not to get emotionally attached to people. Do not blame yourself.
We get attached because we love and that is a good thing. Even when we love someone that does not seem to deserve our love.
Please, take a part of this love and be kind to yourself. You do not deserve to get beaten, chocked or hurt. You deserve hugs, kisses and smiles from someone who really likes you. Give an example, love yourself first. Then people will realize How loveable you are !

 

[Dontwantcantwant96]

Today I felt the urge to get beaten to death via blunt force, or get choked to death, or carve something on my body. I spiralled at a very slight hint of rejection and relapsed, smoked a couple cigarettes and binged on food. Now I'll go back to trying to suppress my feelings after having remembered I am not supposed to get emotionally attached to people.
Have a good day, yall!

I get this, like sometimes I just wish I could go outside and be unfortunate enough to be some prolific killers next victim or walk down a dodgy ally and look at someone wrong and they just do the job for me, not for the infamy just because sometimes I feel like I deserve it in a weird way. Also yeah getting emotionally attached is a shit show but damn it's hard not too idk how other people manage to not

 

[outrider567]

I get this, like sometimes I just wish I could go outside and be unfortunate enough to be some prolific killers next victim or walk down a dodgy ally and look at someone wrong and they just do the job for me, not for the infamy just because sometimes I feel like I deserve it in a weird way. Also yeah getting emotionally attached is a shit show but damn it's hard not too idk how other people manage to not

Yeah, sometimes I wish some killer would just break in and just shoot me in the head while I'm sleeping

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Every time I see my triggers or myself in the mirror, i just want to jab a knife through my chest. I relate 100%.

I wish i could just stab myself to death.