Dear lurkers, please talk to us

[Hollowillow]

Friends just died... Please join and talk with us... If people don't find the courage to join, this site will be lonely & empty... Please play with us, share worries, pains, traumas, or go in the recovery. If someone ask tell them you're a pro life trying to save depressed souls...

It really save my quality of life to have people who understand me to talk with.

If only I wasn't too scared to reply my pm but I keep messing up friendships... I'm lonely...

 

[iCan'tStandLifeAnymo]

tell me some good 12 ep anime to watch please

 

[whatevs]

What if a lot of these are cold and uncaring people curious about suicide?

tell me some good 12 ep anime to watch please

86

According to the Republic of San Magnolia, their ongoing war against the Giadian Empire has no casualties—however, that is mere propaganda. While the silver-haired Alba of the Republic's eighty-five sectors live safely behind protective walls, those of different appearances are interned in a...

myanimelist.net

Only the first season is really worth your time, IMO.

 

[Hollowillow]

tell me some good 12 ep anime to watch please

I liked shield hero. My fav. The 2nd season was sad.

I kinda forgot about my animes... Any isekai... i like good boys who turn evil

Damn i forgot... Found it

arifureta, a good guy with a useless black smith superpower gets betrayed and falls alone in dangerous dungeon levels. He overcomes it and turns into a badass with endless weapons and vehicles.

Gate, the army kicks ass in a fantasy world. Was actually impressed. The leader is an otaku.

Code geass. The prince of britania (which conquered the world) gets betrayed & abandonned in japan. He gets the superpower to give 1 absolute order and join rebels for revenge. While his childhood friend, a japanese, joind the britania army to change their abusive ways from within. They fight for their ideals. Totally epic.

Charlotte (name of a comet that gives superpowers) similar to code geass, the main character is extremely similar

One punch man. Overpowered guy is bored by it. Done by a web artist who suck at drawing but makes incredibly deep stories.

Mob psycho 100, same creator... But he's a psychic who thinks he'd be better off a regular guy. Ugliest drawings, best animation. Gorgeous. It changed my artistic standards.

Not always 12 ep but great stuff. No 1000 ep commercial trash

Nanbaka, funny prison stuff

Tania (guy reincarnates as little girl in an army. Basically hitler waifu)

Anime planet is a site with recommendations.

Cautious hero, self explanatory, funny & moving

Konosuba, party of funny losers, actually do the job

Goblin slayer, quiet guy in armor only kills goblins, is mocked, but does what no hero will, very moving.

Hell girl. Revenge. It has many seasons, the last one was bad. The first one was great.

Sword art online started great but turned to shit...

Log horizon improved

By the grace of the gods. Guy use slime as toilet cleaners in a world without toilets... It's actually awesome...

Any isekai really...

Grimgar, very realistic isekai... They're poor and struggle to kill, scared...

That day i got reincarnated as a slime. Absolute delight. He builds a city of monsters

Wise man's grandchild. He uses his knowledge of physics & chemistry to invent new spells and make friends

Welcome to demon school iruma kun. Guy gets adopted (sold) to a demon and goes to school with monsters who sing "humans are food" every morning. Hilarious. He was abused so he developped a dodging superpower. I like the crazy girl. Super fun & sweet.

The Greatest Demon Lord Is Reborn as a Typical Nobody (self explanatory)

I can't get enough isekai...

I even watched the one with the smartphone that looked like the guy in sword art online. In another world with my smartphone. Actually original.

Death March to the Parallel World Rhapsody
Guy wakes up in a videogame he created at work. At level 1 and with a massive lizard army coming, he panics. But then notice the 3 meteor spells that he added for begginers who complain that games are too difficult. They get an achievement if they don't use them. But with such a huge army & his real life at stake, he unleashes them. As his level raises rapudly, he gets overpowered. He goes to discover the world. He saves slaves and gets a harem but treats them like family. It's sweet.

Thank you for asking... It helped me remember what I love and who I am. I feel too sick to go watch them... But I just rewatched them in my memories... Anime were worth living for.

Friends?

What if a lot of these are cold and uncaring people curious about suicide?

86

According to the Republic of San Magnolia, their ongoing war against the Giadian Empire has no casualties—however, that is mere propaganda. While the silver-haired Alba of the Republic's eighty-five sectors live safely behind protective walls, those of different appearances are interned in a...

myanimelist.net

Only the first season is really worth your time, IMO.

Cold uncaring people wouldn't suddently register because a lonely girl asked. I think lurkers are scared to speak up & be humiliated again...

Thank you for the anime, I didn't see it yet but probably have it

 

[madebrief]

If lurkers want to be lurkers then let them lurk. No need to force them out of their shell.

 

[Hollowillow]

If lurkers want to be lurkers then let them lurk. No need to force them out of their shell.

Of course I'd never force them.

But if someone is shy & wants to die thinking no one wants them... I'm a worthless fuck up too and would love to read them all day.

 

[FuneralCry]

Most people who visit this forum likely just come here for methods and then they just leave and they have no need to say anything as all the method information is right there and they don't even need to make an account to see that. Everything in relation to suicide has already been discussed many times on here so people have no need to post anything as they can already find the information that they want.

To be honest, I find any kind of conversation about these subjects to be a bit pointless. Posting doesn't really achieve anything apart from passing the time. I think that a lot of people would rather just get their methods and go rather than contemplate the subject of suicide or socialise with other people on the internet. Many people are very exhausted as well. Not wanting/needing to post anything on this forum is completely understandable and I envy those who are very determined with their methods and just go.

There is nothing wrong with not wanting to say anything. Often staying quiet can be the best possible thing. There is also the risk of that if someone says anything then they will get their suffering invalidated which would just make things worse. It's happened before. Nowhere is free from the cruelty and hostility of people, only death can bring relief.

 

[Tiny Little Tree]

I was mostly a lurker, mainly evaluating methods and reading others' experiences. Only made an account because there was something specific I could shed light on. Then like 1.5 years later I posted in a "one word" thread and that was enough venting for a bit apparently. Now here I am again, not sure why exactly I decided to participate more, guess I started on a whim and found the fun in it.

86

According to the Republic of San Magnolia, their ongoing war against the Giadian Empire has no casualties—however, that is mere propaganda. While the silver-haired Alba of the Republic's eighty-five sectors live safely behind protective walls, those of different appearances are interned in a...

myanimelist.net

Only the first season is really worth your time, IMO.

I liked the second, I guess some could find it slow but it does go somewhere and has some payoff.

I can't get enough isekai...

A bit criminal forgetting No Game No Life. Even more of a crime if you really haven't seen it. Though of course the biggest crime of all is it never got a second season. Mostly kidding, don't remember a whole lot from it apart from that I did enjoy it.

Re:Zero seems pretty popular but I found it only slightly above average.

 

[whatevs]

I liked the second, I guess some could find it slow but it does go somewhere and has some payoff.

I hated the loli character introduced as an important element the most, but watched til the end. Not bad, not great.

 

[yuzuchan]

Friends just died... Please join and talk with us... If people don't find the courage to join, this site will be lonely & empty... Please play with us, share worries, pains, traumas, or go in the recovery. If someone ask tell them you're a pro life trying to save depressed souls...

It really save my quality of life to have people who understand me to talk with.

If only I wasn't too scared to reply my pm but I keep messing up friendships... I'm lonely...

You can be free to talk to me if there's anything you wanna talk about.

I play video games via parsec with some people plus watch anime but there is also a good chance this is my last month around

 

[Hollowillow]

You can be free to talk to me if there's anything you wanna talk about.

I play video games via parsec with some people plus watch anime but there is also a good chance this is my last month around

Thank you I'll pm you .

 

[actual_fox]

tell me some good 12 ep anime to watch please

Idk any 12 ep, but anime I enjoyed:
Full metal alchemist,
One punch man

Also You can check Preacher series If you have HBO

 

[Hollowillow]

Idk any 12 ep, but anime I enjoyed:
Full metal alchemist,
One punch man

Also You can check Preacher series If you have HBO

Or torrents (I confess no illegal actions on my part)

 

[iCan'tStandLifeAnymo]

I liked shield hero. My fav. The 2nd season was sad.

I kinda forgot about my animes... Any isekai... i like good boys who turn evil

Damn i forgot... Found it

arifureta, a good guy with a useless black smith superpower gets betrayed and falls alone in dangerous dungeon levels. He overcomes it and turns into a badass with endless weapons and vehicles.

Gate, the army kicks ass in a fantasy world. Was actually impressed. The leader is an otaku.

Code geass. The prince of britania (which conquered the world) gets betrayed & abandonned in japan. He gets the superpower to give 1 absolute order and join rebels for revenge. While his childhood friend, a japanese, joind the britania army to change their abusive ways from within. They fight for their ideals. Totally epic.

Charlotte (name of a comet that gives superpowers) similar to code geass, the main character is extremely similar

One punch man. Overpowered guy is bored by it. Done by a web artist who suck at drawing but makes incredibly deep stories.

Mob psycho 100, same creator... But he's a psychic who thinks he'd be better off a regular guy. Ugliest drawings, best animation. Gorgeous. It changed my artistic standards.

Not always 12 ep but great stuff. No 1000 ep commercial trash

Nanbaka, funny prison stuff

Tania (guy reincarnates as little girl in an army. Basically hitler waifu)

Anime planet is a site with recommendations.

Cautious hero, self explanatory, funny & moving

Konosuba, party of funny losers, actually do the job

Goblin slayer, quiet guy in armor only kills goblins, is mocked, but does what no hero will, very moving.

Hell girl. Revenge. It has many seasons, the last one was bad. The first one was great.

Sword art online started great but turned to shit...

Log horizon improved

By the grace of the gods. Guy use slime as toilet cleaners in a world without toilets... It's actually awesome...

Any isekai really...

Grimgar, very realistic isekai... They're poor and struggle to kill, scared...

That day i got reincarnated as a slime. Absolute delight. He builds a city of monsters

Wise man's grandchild. He uses his knowledge of physics & chemistry to invent new spells and make friends

Welcome to demon school iruma kun. Guy gets adopted (sold) to a demon and goes to school with monsters who sing "humans are food" every morning. Hilarious. He was abused so he developped a dodging superpower. I like the crazy girl. Super fun & sweet.

The Greatest Demon Lord Is Reborn as a Typical Nobody (self explanatory)

I can't get enough isekai...

I even watched the one with the smartphone that looked like the guy in sword art online. In another world with my smartphone. Actually original.

Death March to the Parallel World Rhapsody
Guy wakes up in a videogame he created at work. At level 1 and with a massive lizard army coming, he panics. But then notice the 3 meteor spells that he added for begginers who complain that games are too difficult. They get an achievement if they don't use them. But with such a huge army & his real life at stake, he unleashes them. As his level raises rapudly, he gets overpowered. He goes to discover the world. He saves slaves and gets a harem but treats them like family. It's sweet.

Thank you for asking... It helped me remember what I love and who I am. I feel too sick to go watch them... But I just rewatched them in my memories... Anime were worth living for.

Friends?

Cold uncaring people wouldn't suddently register because a lonely girl asked. I think lurkers are scared to speak up & be humiliated again...

Thank you for the anime, I didn't see it yet but probably have it

Just one anime would have been enough but thanks anyway

Or torrents (I confess no illegal actions on my part)

Torrents are unsafe both in legal way (depends where you live and the laws etc.) and because of potentional malware, why torrent there's websites with free shows

 

[akirat9]

If lurkers want to be lurkers then let them lurk. No need to force them out of their shell.

is thanks .

 

[Dominicka]

Have the mods done anything about the people who are consistently making pro-life comments, not being compassionate and supportive at all and obviously lied through their teeth in order to get approved to be a member here?

That's why I never post. When I first joined, it seemed like all comments/questions were met with compassionate, understanding, helpful responses. I posted a few times and this was absolutely not the case.

 

[fuzzy-clown]

Have the mods done anything about the people who are consistently making pro-life comments, not being compassionate and supportive at all and obviously lied through their teeth in order to get approved to be a member here?

That's why I never post. When I first joined, it seemed like all comments/questions were met with compassionate, understanding, helpful responses. I posted a few times and this was absolutely not the case.

I don't see what they can do about it. You'll just have to enjoy the posts that you like and disregard those that you don't.

 

[mint]

i wish i knew what to say instead of just lurking

 

[Dominicka]

I don't see what they can do about it. You'll just have to enjoy the posts that you like and disregard those that you don't.

They can ban them.

 

[spacehardware]

I lurked for over a year before making an account. Even now I don't reply to many posts despite being on here most days. I take comfort in reading posts but most times I don't have anything of value to say.

 

[WH101]

I lurked until today, my reasoning being I felt apart of this community even without saying anything because I could resonate with so many people's issues, sadness, opinion's etc.

 

[ctgirl93]

I posted 3 years ago (I think OP even replied to me back then) and really lurks and wandered off till now that I feel the urge again.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

I feel like I mostly read other peoples stuff. I come here when I'm feeling hopeless. Mine is a sad life I stopped eating meth about a week ago. Might be contributing to feeling very depressed. I was using very tiny doses but I'm still going thru the withdrawal. I'm starting a new job but I'm worried about withdrawal symptoms at work surfacing.

 

[Velvet Fortress]

I kind of feel the same disconnect online as I do IRL so I get shy. But I need to practice letting my voice come out so hi I guess

 

[SilentSuicidal]

It's hard for me to talk to others. It's already really draining, even online. So I just lurk, I'm also really awkward. But I try to make an effort, like right now for example.

 

[june]

Hugs to you all =)

 

[Eucalyptus72]

I want to connect. Not sure about sharing details that somebody I know might be able to associate with me. So there's one reason I and maybe others are hesitant. I want the courage and clearmindedness to ctb, over and above just the notion of it as a crutch. I made a decision one year ago that I regret. I just couldn't see the deferred consequences at the time, in part due to being in something of a hypomanic state. I've lost so much with that, that it's very hard for me to want to go on. I had already done therapy and recovery in my life several times. To keep falling off, this time just seems too much.