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Who thinks they will be dead before 2026 - how certain are you

  • yes - maybe

    Votes: 37 30.8%
  • Yes - likely

    Votes: 17 14.2%
  • Yes - with certainity

    Votes: 14 11.7%
  • no

    Votes: 52 43.3%

  • Total voters
    120
ArsTenebrae

ArsTenebrae

New Member
Nov 28, 2025
3
I don't know, there are many things that could lead me to this. But the mind can't be controlled.
 
no1absolfan

no1absolfan

New Member
Nov 27, 2025
1
Maybe on my birthday -- if no one celebrates with me.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Considering how close to Christmas it is now, its unlikely that ill ctb until early 2026
 
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Seneca65AD

Member
Oct 28, 2025
54
I really hope to check out naturally as soon as possible, but to actually CTB is going to wait until early 2026. I do not want my wife and daughter to associate Xmas with Dad checking out. There is still a chance the business turns around in the early new year. If not, then CTBing in 2026 means a new tax year so the wife is able to do better financial planning with the real estate and investments. If I knew how much planning went into a successful transition when one is older, I would probably have CTB when I was single with nothing.
 
beyond.space

beyond.space

"an elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art"
Oct 30, 2025
43
it was my original plan to not reach december, because i dont want to ctb during Christmas season and give this horrible present to my parents and loved ones, but things got a little complicated and im afraid ill have to see a couple of months of 2026, which scares me because i already quit my job and i didnt plan to live this long, so idk what ill do
 
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happy2die

happy2die

Member
Nov 5, 2025
65
Why the 18th?
last day of classes before Id have go back home for break. I won't be able to come back to the dorms since I didn't register for spring semester classes. So it's my only choice. everything else is ready I just have to get over the SI
it was my original plan to not reach december, because i dont want to ctb during Christmas season and give this horrible present to my parents and loved ones, but things got a little complicated and im afraid ill have to see a couple of months of 2026, which scares me because i already quit my job and i didnt plan to live this long, so idk what ill do
Me too I was supposed to go a few weeks ago but I backed out as if my life would get any better. I already stopped going to all my classes, stopped doing all assignments, skipped exams, and didn't register for next semester classes.
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
130
I'm not sure. I think it might be nice to see one more Christmas but every day is hard.
 

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