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Duqu
Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
- Aug 27, 2018
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So I just realized (as I went through my "stash" last night) that I have about 90 Darvocet pills (Propoxyphene + acetaminophen) left over from when it was prescribed to me in 2008. I still have the bottle because I didn't take it because the buggers didn't work for my pain at all. Then I read in 2010 that it was banned by the FDA because of all the overdoses on it (from people who'd take more and more because the shit doesn't do anything). True, y/n? So OBVIOUSLY I held onto it.
So according to http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/drug-poisoning/drug-mlds
I'd need 36 pills. I've got almost 3x that. Plus about 120 methadone (10mg), maybe 120-150 morphine IR 30mg, and maybe (haven't counted) 150 dilaudid 4mg. And a bit of 2mg xanax bars (enough to seriously relax me but not to kill), a fair amount of 1mg klonopin.
Plus a huge stockpile of zofran (ondansatron - any suggestions on how much of that I should take?? they're 8mg orally dissolving tablets and I have a TON). I don't have any Metoclopramide or Domperidone which I know is more ideal; I might be able to get my dr to rx it to me since zofran isn't really doing much for my NORMAL nausea unless taking 3x the dose (24mg). I know she won't prescribe Domperidone because I'm already on Thorazine (will that aid an OD or will that just make me sleep for a couple days? I take 400mg x pm for insomnia) and the "zine" meds (such as compazine, promethazine, etc) have the potential for a permanent side effect of tardive dyskinesia which obviously I'm not worried about because I plan on being, you know, Dead, but it causes you to twitch uncontrollably and such and it doesn't go away when you stop the meds).
And a fair amount of omeprazole but I'm going to try and get something better.
Any suggestions? If I take all that, is it just going to make me puke? Any suggestions on combinations instead? I just want to be really, REALLY sure. Obviously.
So according to http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/drug-poisoning/drug-mlds
I'd need 36 pills. I've got almost 3x that. Plus about 120 methadone (10mg), maybe 120-150 morphine IR 30mg, and maybe (haven't counted) 150 dilaudid 4mg. And a bit of 2mg xanax bars (enough to seriously relax me but not to kill), a fair amount of 1mg klonopin.
Plus a huge stockpile of zofran (ondansatron - any suggestions on how much of that I should take?? they're 8mg orally dissolving tablets and I have a TON). I don't have any Metoclopramide or Domperidone which I know is more ideal; I might be able to get my dr to rx it to me since zofran isn't really doing much for my NORMAL nausea unless taking 3x the dose (24mg). I know she won't prescribe Domperidone because I'm already on Thorazine (will that aid an OD or will that just make me sleep for a couple days? I take 400mg x pm for insomnia) and the "zine" meds (such as compazine, promethazine, etc) have the potential for a permanent side effect of tardive dyskinesia which obviously I'm not worried about because I plan on being, you know, Dead, but it causes you to twitch uncontrollably and such and it doesn't go away when you stop the meds).
And a fair amount of omeprazole but I'm going to try and get something better.
Any suggestions? If I take all that, is it just going to make me puke? Any suggestions on combinations instead? I just want to be really, REALLY sure. Obviously.