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anh tran

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Mar 12, 2025
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I thought i am so ready that i set up perfectly nitrogen method with eebd hood and did hire somebody to remove everything to make it look like natural death but damn . The hope feeling came back and recently the date that I want to do it all the relatives just barely show how much they love me and especially my girlfriend , i feel deeply guilty if I pursuit. I think that I gonna quit my plan and try it 1 more time even deeply I hate the repetition and hate the world. I love you guys I hope that after 3-5 years I will come back this forum and be a better version.
 
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Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
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please do me a favor and exhaust all your options before you make your decision. I know this is the wrong site to say this but you have a girlfriend and a family that i guess kinda cares. But I relate to the hope but I am starting to realize that I dont even have a family that cares and the longing for death feels more calm than a small hope blossoming and being crushed by the devastating reality. Take care and you are in my thoughts.
 
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worthless creature

useless
Mar 23, 2025
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i wish the best for you and your journey.
 
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HighwayToRockBottom

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Mar 18, 2025
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Good luck ♡ I believe in you
 

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