Daily Hangings, Daily Fails :(

[LetMeDiePlease]

Ever since August I have been attempting partial hanging on a daily basis, whenever nobody is around. Half the time I sleep with a noose around my neck, only to wake up the next day. The problem is: I could never myself to black out: I lose the feeling in my arms sometimes and my vision blurs, but I just can't black out. Just wish once I would get lucky and hit the carotids.

Anyone got any tips to a successful partial hanging?

You might want to recommend other methods to me, but I tried them too and they didn't work either.

Ligature Strangulation: It gets tight... but I can't black out either.

Exit Bag: First time I ordered helium then discovered Balloon Time diluted it with air. Then I ordered Nitrogen and the company delivered it on the wrong date, so others found out and threw the tank away.

Carbon Monoxide: I hoped that sitting in a garage in Toyota from 1990s running would be CO poisoning, but apparently the engines are still considered too new and nothing happened.


I don't want to live any longer. Can someone please recommend me a way to die, with household-accessible items? I really want to stick to hanging, but either it is just impossible for me, or I am doing something seriously wrong.

 

[Retched]

I'm sorry that you are having so much trouble. I wish I had a magic answer for you. Partial is really hard. Have you thought of full? I don't know, it all is so easy to have survival instinct take over, even those with N have it. I hope you find your peace. I can't offer you any suggestions, but I can offer you understanding.

 

[LetMeDiePlease]

I thought about full but there isn't a single spot in the house that fits the requirements.

 

[Retched]

I thought about full but there isn't a single spot in the house that fits the requirements.

I can see that. The house I live in doesn't have anywhere suitable for full either. I'm sorry you are struggling.

 

[Finallyhere]

The only household item I can think of is combining a large amount of bleach and ammonia. There's also anti-freeze.

Neither of these are pleasant.

OTC drugs with diphenhydramine can kill if you take a bunch of it but you gotta take A LOT.

Partial is hard, you have to make sure you have the noose above your Adam's apple. If you hit the right spot you can pass out but even then, the survival instinct to find your feet is very easy.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm sorry things didn't work out. Hanging is an incredibly difficult method that I failed at and agreed wouldn't work for me personally. All the household items that I can think of would be incredibly painful unless a gun was amongst them.

 

[BurningLights]

Have you tried putting something round your neck under the rope?
I'm using a neck warmer and having luck with hitting the carotid.

 

[Goldie]

I'm sorry it has been difficult for you. Keep trying you can do it!

Have you considered getting N?

 

[Jiva]

You can use complete hanging. Your survival instinct is for partial suspension too strong, i think.

 

[LetMeDiePlease]

Finally managed to make some progress: I think I would have blacked out if not for that annoying survival instinct. How did you people who managed to get this to work overcome the instinct? I feel like I am suffocating....

 

[Essie]

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OTC drugs with diphenhydramine can kill if you take a bunch of it but you gotta take A LOT.

Partial is hard, you have to make sure you have the noose above your Adam's apple. If you hit the right spot you can pass out but even then, the survival instinct to find your feet is very easy.

Replying here late to say I probably would not recommend diphenhydramine because I did OD on it 12 years ago and went to Emergency Care and spent a lot of money and had to drink charcoal and get chest X-rays. The long-term side effects were losing 800 stands of hair a day for many, many months (a handful of hair). It took a year to grow back (meaning to START growing back), and I am a female with long hair, so it was scary and annoying to have hair falling all over for a year. Other than that, no side effects I know of--but the hair thing started a panic attack every time I had to brush my hair or shower.

I am KILLING my neck trying to do partial (laying) and am even padding with a winter headband and sock bunched up on top of that for the very front of the neck. My head and eyes don't feel great either. I've been trying for a few days (like 50-60 times). I did lose consciousness once unexpectedly for a few seconds (I think), but I was propped on my arms still, so I came back to. That was VERY odd, to say the least. Now I can't replicate.

This is ridiculous.