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becool

Scammer
Aug 6, 2022
56
Recently D deleted there email id
 
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becool

Scammer
Aug 6, 2022
56
I don't know that I think D is gone
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Can confirm.
I just tried and proton says the email doesn't exist.
 
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becool

Scammer
Aug 6, 2022
56
Yes he deleted in last few hours
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Omg.. I hope not.. I need that N... I need it so much..
It would explain why he didn't reply to a few people asking for tracking and info on lost packages.

Damn.

I mean… someone will pop up eventually to take over but timeline????
 
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Diacon

Member
Jun 10, 2022
98
It would explain why he didn't reply to a few people asking for tracking and info on lost packages.

Damn.

I mean… someone will pop up eventually to take over but timeline????
Exactly.. I don't have time.. And he was a safe source.. I don't know what to do now.. Why he didn't mention that he will disappear?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Sadly this wasn't totally unexpected. We'll just have to see what happens.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Exactly.. I don't have time.. And he was a safe source.. I don't know what to do now.. Why he didn't mention that he will disappear?
There was a rumour going around. I think it was even mentioned in the latest PPeH that there wouldnt be new versions coming out but going forward a shorter version.

Honestly I'm not sure what's next. We will have to rely on People who have access to the DWD forum to share any news that come in.
Sadly this wasn't totally unexpected. We'll just have to see what happens.
Do we know if @RainAndSadness has access to the DWD forum and could maybe have a look if they posted anything about this?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
And I reckon anyone even thinking of SN should get it now before that becomes even more scarce.
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
And I reckon anyone even thinking of SN should get it now before that becomes even more scarce.
It's never wrong to have a plan B in place.
 
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Diacon

Member
Jun 10, 2022
98
And I reckon anyone even thinking of SN should get it now before that becomes even more scarce.
What's the price of SN?
There was a rumour going around. I think it was even mentioned in the latest PPeH that there wouldnt be new versions coming out but going forward a shorter version.

Honestly I'm not sure what's next. We will have to rely on People who have access to the DWD forum to share any news that come in.

Do we know if @RainAndSadness has access to the DWD forum and could maybe have a look if they posted anything about this?
What is DWD forum? People there are more informed about D?
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
What's the price of SN?

What is DWD forum? People there are more informed about D?
Dying with Dignity… but maybe I have the names mixed up. Sorry.

(EDIT: the correct name is exit international)

The author of the PPeH runs a website with a forum/chat but it's only available for people over 50. They require ID for access, so only very few here can see what is being said over there.

The thing is: the author of the PPeH is pretty much the only reliable source of information. If he says a supplier is legit, it's legit. If he hasn't built a track record with the supplier, he won't recommend them.

So we all here have been relying on that good doctor and his recommendations.

Now we need to wait what's next and that's why it would be good to know what is being reported in the other forum.
 
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Diacon

Member
Jun 10, 2022
98
Thanks for info guys..

I am wondering what about people Who are waiting for their packages..
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Thanks for info guys..

I am wondering what about people Who are waiting for their packages..
Someone mentioned to me that D was still using his old email address sporadically, so that might be an option to try out.

(EDIT: nope. His old email seems to be deleted too. Same error message "recipient not found")

Otherwise afaik we only have 1 person who just paid and is waiting for delivery and a few others whose packages were intercepted and didn't make it (but that's due to customs/the shipper).

Rough times y'all.
Rough times.
 
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FrozenMango

FrozenMango

Hello from the other side
Aug 16, 2022
184
We need a reliable alternative source. N is very important to many of us
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
We need a reliable alternative source. N is very important to many of us
Seems we will have to wait for Exit and Dr Nietzsche to clear up the situation.

Anyone who has exit to the forum over there could do us a big favour by checking what they're saying.
 
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Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
One thing everyone should keep in mind is that some email providers allow for usernames to be "recycled". Now that he's closed his email accounts, there is a very high probability of someone opening emails under his name that are identical to what he previously used.

I think it's best to assume ALL his email addresses are now malicious unless and until the next PPeH says otherwise.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
We've been through ups and downs with the supplier from A to D. I'm trying to be positive, n is my only hope as well. This is the first year I could even afford it.
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
One thing everyone should keep in mind is that most email providers allow for usernames to be "recycled". Now that he's closed his email accounts, there is a very high probability of someone opening emails under his name that are identical to what he previously used.

I think it's best to assume ALL his email addresses are now malicious unless and until the next PPeH says otherwise.
When I first got here and finally figured out how everything works here, I tried to email him and received a message saying his email was invalid.
It happened to another person as well.
The next day it was back up so I emailed him and asked why I had received the invalid message.
His response was that he turns off his email when he sleeps. That made no sense at all.
So I posted here about it but no one seemed too concerned.
I decided it was all too sketchy for me and chose not to go through with the order.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
It's not surprising that even with proton accounts they have to be recycled. It's ridiculous that there might be LE trying to look into it since we're just trying to make everyone's life better by leaving this world. I'm sure "D" or someone taking up the position will reappear. I just hope it doesn't take a long time. It's best to use a private crypto currency to make traceability harder imo but I don't know much about it.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
I am so gutted and so anxious and scared to hear this, as I know most of us are. As @Foresight said N is our only hope. This is truly horrible news. Things always get worse...ALWAYS!! Without fail! I can only hope and wish that something will open up for us either with D again or another source. With all the things going on with the LE and tracking and all that stuff he had probably had no choice but to protect himself and disable everything.
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
A while ago someone I didn't really know asked me about whether I'd acquired SN or N and how I payed for it. I eventually gave out little bits of info over time. Now I regret it. I thought it was nice to help someone who wanted to know about the process. I've given out little details about myself to friendly people over time and I have no problem whatsoever telling strangers why i'm suicidal since that won't make much of any difference as far as some sort of data triangulation goes. And this is after all a suicide forum. But it's so hard to know when you should help someone out with the process of getting SN or whatever. It could be someone whose unfortunate career has turned them into a force of evil against suffering people.
 
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sewercide

drowning in the sewer
Aug 13, 2022
83
*screeching autistic noises*
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
188
well... fuck.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
When I first got here and finally figured out how everything works here, I tried to email him and received a message saying his email was invalid.
It happened to another person as well.
The next day it was back up so I emailed him and asked why I had received the invalid message.
His response was that he turns off his email when he sleeps. That made no sense at all.
So I posted here about it but no one seemed too concerned.
I decided it was all too sketchy for me and chose not to go through with the order.
I thought that was odd too. It had never happened in the past. Plus, why (and how) would anyone do that. You just turn off you're computer/devices, log out or switch them to silent. None of which cause your accounts to stop receiving correspondence. Really odd!
 
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Szinuus

Szinuus

I see the bus...I can almost see it
Aug 19, 2022
211
I wouldnt afford to it anyway.
 
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