cantthinkofusername
wannabe girl
- Feb 25, 2024
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I understand that CTB by cutting is a terrible method and very unlikely to succeed. I feel like the method can be improved, though. Most of the discussion around it revolves around using a razorblade or scalpel or similar instrument, but I feel like using any of those would prolong the pain, and increase risk of failure through SI. I used to SH, and admittedly I wasn't very good at it, but I just don't think I (or most people) have the pain tolerance to endure cutting deep enough for long enough to guarantee death. With a razorblade or scalpel, it'd take multiple passes over the same cut to reach to right depth, and you would have to overcome both excruciating pain, and SI after long enough. Additionally, there's the risk of missing an artery, or hitting a tendon, etc., and that lowers the success rate. Wouldn't it be faster and more successful if you used a cleaver or mechanical guillotine? Rather than having to endure prolonged pain while cutting, you could get the work done almost instantly. Reaching the right depth would be a non-issue, as with a cleaver, it's entirely possible to fully sever someone's hand, and injuries that extreme guarantee death (with blood thinners, and without medical treatment). Entirely severing an artery maximizes blood loss, and minimizes risk of clotting, so you would be fine cutting horizontally instead of vertically. I understand that it would increase the risk of permanent damage, but it doesn't matter if you die, so trying to minimize damage seems silly.
I don't know, I haven't really made up my mind yet about anything, but I don't have access to any supplies, and I feel like this method could work, if and when I build up the courage to CTB. A lot of other methods that don't require any supplies—like jumping, or partial hanging, or the night-night method—seem kind of undignified. I feel like death is the last opportunity I have to give this life meaning. I can't be reborn without sacrifice. What are y'alls thoughts?
I don't know, I haven't really made up my mind yet about anything, but I don't have access to any supplies, and I feel like this method could work, if and when I build up the courage to CTB. A lot of other methods that don't require any supplies—like jumping, or partial hanging, or the night-night method—seem kind of undignified. I feel like death is the last opportunity I have to give this life meaning. I can't be reborn without sacrifice. What are y'alls thoughts?