I am slowly introducing dxm into my system 450mg at a time every half hour. Currently at 1350mg. I believe that I will be fully anesthestized by the 3150mg point and will likely be gone at 3500. This is pure dxm in ppg suspension. At the point that I can barely physically function I will take the remaining doses required and hopefully it will work. I just found out my grandfather died died, I'm going back to jail, my fiancé cheated on me and my family has abandoned me. I'm really just curious what is after life because I am anhedonic and don't feel anything anymore
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I am about to introduce another 450mg putting me at 1800mg. My fiance is currently asleep beside me and I feel like I am at a rough third plateau
Taking the next step now, to 1800. Just got dressed while still coherent. Fiance is still asleep. In one hour and thirty minutes my aunt is coming here to take me to my parole officer and jail, hopefully they aren't too traumatized
I should note incase 3600* isn't enough, I have aroind twenty grams ready
In 30 minutes I plan to take another 1800mg which should complete the method, to ensure success thirty minutes later I will take another 900-1800
Starting to feel numb meaning the anesthesia is working. Thank God for auto type lol. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask me while I am still able to comprehend things
I wilm continue to update as long as I can
I am about to introduce another 450mg putting me at 1800mg. My fiance is currently asleep beside me and I feel like I am at a rough third plateau
Taking the next step now, to 1800. Just got dressed while still coherent. Fiance is still asleep. In one hour and thirty minutes my aunt is coming here to take me to my parole officer and jail, hopefully they aren't too traumatized
I should note incase 3600* isn't enough, I have aroind twenty grams ready
In 30 minutes I plan to take another 1800mg which should complete the method, to ensure success thirty minutes later I will take another 900-1800
Starting to feel numb meaning the anesthesia is working. Thank God for auto type lol. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask me while I am still able to comprehend things
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