CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
476
I hate this shitty disease, it's ruined my life. I would give anything to be rid of it and live like a normal person. I'm a shell of a person, I'm not even a human being. I'm nothing, nonexistent, I don't exist in any real sense. I fucking hate this.
 
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acerace

acerace

Member
Jun 5, 2023
61
Same I try not to let it bother me anymore but it's rough. I used to get horrible panic attacks just thinking about having to go to work and talk to ppl.
 
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Don't want to screw

Don't want to screw

Member
Jul 9, 2023
37
Yes, yes, it's getting worse and worse. Now I can't even go out in the daytime. The people and traffic on the road make my mind blank and I can't breathe. The only thing that makes me feel better is going out at night or on rainy days with an umbrella
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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I can't do anything with people, group of friends, such as 4 my anxiety kicks in, I hate it, I can't go down the street with out being felt like I'm being judged, I want it to end so badly
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,879
That must be really torturous, I get that it's so awful feeling trapped in an existence you hate.
 
IIDARKIISHIKARI

IIDARKIISHIKARI

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Jul 8, 2023
17
I want to be able to rid myself of it was well. I always dig deep in social situations thinking I'm going to sound like an idiot and say the wrong thing. I think a big part of why my partner is about to leave me is because of this reason.
 

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