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sopwithcamel
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- Mar 30, 2021
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I haven't reached 20 yet, but with the way my life has unfolded I see no point in continuing. Another poster here said that their greatest fear was that this could go on for many more decades. That's what I'm afraid of too... decades of loneliness, decades of boredom, decades of feeling/being undervalued, decades of wasting time, decades of waiting for it to get better somehow... I can't do this. I think it would be wiser to settle it now. It's sad I'd die without having experienced or seen certain things, but it is what it is. For some people it doesn't get better. It never does.
I see people on this forum who are 30, 40, 50+. They've had plenty of time for their life to "turn around" yet we're all in the same boat. I don't want to wait around for a miracle that will never come.
I see people on this forum who are 30, 40, 50+. They've had plenty of time for their life to "turn around" yet we're all in the same boat. I don't want to wait around for a miracle that will never come.