Ctb very soon (I hope) ✿

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Usually goodbye threads dont fuck me up too much but watching this happen in real time is... stomach turning to say the least...

 

[アホペンギン]

Sweet dreams, Kiko.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

This is awful, the world is fucked. Fucked beyond hope its so over. This person didnt even want to die, but the world was so cruel to them that they saw no other choice left.
Why? Why does this happen? How can people seriously claim a God exists when fucked up shit like this happens in the world?

Poor guy. They wanted to live but life told them "Fuck you no, not today." But why? What did they do to deserve this?

 

[Kasumi]

Most of us don't really want to die, but we feel like we have no other option left, thats what makes it so sad...
Let's send them off with a smile.
Much love Kikoo ♡

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I cant get over this i cant believe it why is the world so fucking cruel. Watching this happen in real time and knowing this guys backstory and reasonings for doing it makes it so much worse. I cant take it anymore.
Hes probably laying on the ground right now in agony and puking his brains out. Oh the fucking horror. Fuck Fuck Fuck i hope atleast its over fast and painless.

 

[Huggs]

Thinking of you. I hope everything is peaceful, you truly deserve that.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

This is scary this shit is horrifying
I need to leave this thread. I need a break. Im sorry Kiko goodbye...

 

[Red_sleep]

She was an amazing person.. but wronged by this horrible world. She didn't deserve this..

Hope you will rest peacefully Kiko..

 

[MrDarkness]

Such a lovely soul taken due to how harsh the world was. I hope she's at peace

 

[Tulip<3]

It's so strange because I was just wondering about you Kikoo, we didn't speak but I saw you around. Then saw your thread and you were leaving just as I was thinking of you.
I'm so sorry. Rest now and be at peace

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Most of us don't really want to die, but we feel like we have no other option left, thats what makes it so sad...
Let's send them off with a smile.
Much love Kikoo ♡

She was in a horrible situation about to be homeless .And she said there was no way she could make it being homeless. mentioned didn't want to die.

Like every one has posted Kikoo was a wonderful person.

She wrote she was going to be homeless on 8/22 tomorow. Hadn't been able to get herself to drink it a couple of times before .

imo another victim as many of us are of this evil world and of life

 

[Takamagahara]

I haven't even been here for very long, yet I know I'm going to miss seeing that waggly avatar.

Be at peace.

 

[Unknown21]

Rip, see u soon.

 

[sickbeyondmeasure]

Kikoo idk who you are but I hope you find peace on the other side as I hope to as well. RIP.

 

[Minsu]

Got SN, got benzos, and got paracetamol. That's what I'll have to work with this time.
I'll most likely vomit, so I'm gonna have to depend on whatever will stay in my body after.
I'm going to prepare 4 glasses, 15g of SN each. I weight 41 kg/90 lbs, hoping it will somehow benefit me.
I'll do it either tomorrow or Monday. I'll be home alone since afternoon till next day morning, so like 16-20h.
Will schedule a text message to the emergency saying I commited, that will be sent in the morning.
Really praying I won't decide to call for help, ratting myself out wouldn't be the best thing to do in my situation.
I don't wanna die. But I don't have a choice, or any more time. I hate how dirty my life did me.
But well, shit happens, I guess. Some get lucky, some don't.
Just want to add that I'm insanely grateful for finding this site. I don't know what I would do without it. You guys are the best
Pls send strength

I'm sorry for everything you've been through. What's your reason to vtb actually? Sending you hugs

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I'm sorry for everything you've been through. What's your reason to vtb actually? Sending you hugs

They are already gone i think. rest in peace

 

[Minsu]

Oh I read her previous post in an another thread and she wanted to ctb because of getting homeless :/ Rest in peace Kikoo

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you are at peace now.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[bored2death]

hope you found peace

 

[Holu]

Oh. I was wondering where you were. I'm so so sorry for the pain you were and had experienced. Every message, response, and conversation you had here showed how pure and kind your soul was. Glad to know your death was successful, and that at long last you're in peace.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

 

[wastingtime]

I hope you're in a better place now.. I was a lurker but had just decided to make an account today after seeing her profile hoping maybe we'd be friends. I didn't think she would leave so soon..
Maybe if there's a second chance we will get to meet. Maybe in a place where we can all be happy. i am looking forward to that place.

 

[helicoptero]

I'm really sorry you had to go through this. May you rest in peace, my best wishes to you wherever you are. RIP.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Requiescat in pace!

 

[pinkribbonscars]

I never interacted with you, nor did I read this thread while it happened, but you posted in my goodbye thread. Thank you for the farewell wishes. I'm sorry your life did you so dirty that you had no choice, despite not wanting to ctb. Hope to join you on the other side soon.

 

[D3HIII]

I pray you have made a peaceful journey to the other side. I never got to interact or talk with you, But I followed this thread as it unfolded, I am sorry....I know you are in a better place now, and I have hopes of meeting you soon.

 

[ItsMeUnique]

I hope you have found your peace Kikoo! I have been on this site as a guest for many months now, and decided to make an account yesterday. Now i can finally comment here and say Rest In Peace