CTB tonight (SN)

[bloodbath]

Tonight I'll do my first real suicide attempt, last time (a few days ago) I didn't manage to drink the SN, probably cause I had some doubts regarding my plan and SI started kicking in hard, so I changed some things and i'm ready to try again and hopefully succeed.


Here is my plan:

1:00 1x600mg of ibuprofen
1:15 3x10mg of metoclopramide
1:30 30ml of milk of magnesia (30ml is enought?)
2:00 SN drink (25g diluted in 60ml of water)


I can't keep going anymore...

Goodbye SS!

 

[Astronomer]

You are very brave, if you are sure, i wish you a peaceful ending.

All my love this evening

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Sorry to hear that, buddy. Safe journey, may you find peace

 

[LastWhisper]

Good luck, mate. Sleep well.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry you can't go on, you haven't been on SS long, SI is hard to overcome so if you still want to come back and get advice from SS member feel free.

I wish you a fast and painless journey,

Cheers

Geo

 

[Baba]

Tonight I'll do my first real suicide attempt, last time (a few days ago) I didn't manage to drink the SN, probably cause I had some doubts regarding my plan and SI started kicking in hard, so I changed some things and i'm ready to try again and hopefully succeed.


Here is my plan:

1:00 1x600mg of ibuprofen
1:15 3x10mg of metoclopramide
1:30 30ml of milk of magnesia (30ml is fine?)
2:00 SN drink (25g diluted in 60ml of water)


I can't keep going anymore...

Goodbye SS!

You are indeed very brave, I wish you a peaceful journey angel

 

[Cakes]

Wishing you all the best and love!

 

[death137]

I wish you peace

 

[Rn110bg101]

Goodnight, I hope you find peace and happiness in your decision.

 

[voidman]

Peace and love

 

[Meditation guide]

Wishing you peace in your journey. Can you keep us informed along the way? If not it's ok.

 

[StateOfMind]

Have a good ride!
I hope it works out as you desire

 

[AbsoluteNothingness]

Good luck, hope it goes well

 

[Deleted member 23009]

I hope it goes well, have a peaceful journey

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[CrazyMary]

See you on the other side, good luck. I just did the same a few days ago and just couldn´t drink it, so I know what you mean with SI.

 

[catscradle]

good luck friend.

 

[bloodbath]

Thank you for all the messages, I read them all and i'm feeling less lonely! It's already time but I'm just making sure that my parents are sleeping.

Wishing you peace in your journey. Can you keep us informed along the way? If not it's ok.

English is not my first language, it would be hard to express myself correctly in a hurry.

 

[Meditation guide]

Maybe you could write in your native language then. We could interpret it later.

 

[Spitfire]

I wish you well

 

[AMG44]

Wishing you peace

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find peace and relief.

 

[BeHope]

Good luck. We'll be supporting you all the way.

 

[lost guy]

Good luck. May peace be with you.

 

[bloodbath]

Maybe you could write in your native language then. We could interpret it later.

I could do that way but i prefer not to, sorry, I want to keep my mind away from my symptoms.

 

[Disappointered]

Wishing you eternal peace.

 

[Silvermorning]

Are you still with us?

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Are you still with us?

Active 18 minutes ago

 

[bloodbath]

Took the ibuprofen.

Bye, i'm logging off, if i come back SI kicked my ass.

 

[Meditation guide]

For me it's so hard to wonder what's going on. What are they doing now. I am in suspense wondering if things are going ok for them.

Took the ibuprofen.

Bye, i'm logging off, if i come back SI kicked my ass.

Bye