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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
O wandering and lost souls on earth,

My time is near and my soul is on the edge, i will hang myself in 14th April at 6:00 GMT(+0) time by full suspension in my own room, i born in that room, lived in it and will die in it. And will not leave note.

Know that my fellow oppressed friends and stranger souls, i will not die happy, i will die as oppressed, tortured and unloved soul in total loneliness and isolation just like i lived that way, the people have prey on me, Me the vulnerable and weak creature, world faded away my innocent smiles and consumed my kindness and loveness, darkened my light of hope and broke my heart, i lost hope, i lost my light and will lose my life, is that how kindness faced? With cruelty and hurt?
I will not blame myself cause i tried make better place on earth but that green grass and blue oceans of it have been dried by the evilness of people, i blame society for not treating broken creatures like me well, i will die in regret and injustice, and as my vision fades away and have my last breaths my last wish will be that someday after me our fellow humans can rise the hope and defeat sadness.

To my family: I'm sorry, just sorry mom it's not your fault for having weak child, but i will remember you as i rest in my eternal kingdom of happiness.

To my reddit friend Mattheus: you been my only friend when everyone left me in real life, you supported me and loved me more than anyone else did, i thank you and waiting you on other shore.

To my bullies and abusers: i forgive you on everything you did to me, though you was main reason that i will ctb and have destroyed my soul and past, i forgive you because my mercy surpassed my rage.

To all members here: will miss you and hopefully see you later in more beautiful alternative world.

Good bye
 
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Ecka-26

Ecka-26

Member
Feb 8, 2022
83
I hope you find peace with whatever you decide to do. Sending good vibes to you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,290
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. This life really is so cruel and unfair. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
Bye
 
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Riddle

Riddle

Student
Mar 25, 2022
124
Yo dude, how are you holding up? Did you take anything yet?

It is not too late to back out, can I ask your age? Are you positive you do not want to stay at least another couple days? Do something that you will enjoy? Watch a show, listen to an audiobook, etc.
 
DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
It's fucking didn't work i feel so furious and agony the fucking rope slipped from my aluminium bar when i put my weight and it didn't even last 1 sec and fall on my knee and it's swollen as hell i hate myself and i hate myself fuck me im trapped again, will go to doctor tomorrow knee hurt so much
I wish if i had gun so i can shot my stupid brain nearly my family caught me because of fall nois
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I can't even remember seeing a successful hanging goodbye thread. What even is the success rate I wonder.
 
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DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
I can't even remember seeing a successful hanging goodbye thread. What even is the success rate I wonder.
I realized the only way to guaranteed death is just shot heart with bullet
 

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