Ctb today

[Sslsh]

So this is it guys. Gonna ctb today. Lost everything to a financial fraud in business yesterday, which is a substantial enough trigger to help me push though. Happy that I bought the SN a couple of months ago. Will get the meds in the evening and ctb at 12 in the night. Please delete this account if I don't come back here in the next 72 hours.
Thanks to everyone in this community. Been here for over two years. Have not been interactive coz of SA, but did make (and eventually lose) a few friends. Maybe I'll see them on the other side. Hope y'all find peace too. xx

 

[T90-Alpha]

I hope you find peace on the other side. are you planning to take Antiemetics? or are you just going to go without them?

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so sorry to see you go, I wish you the very best for a comfortable and pleasant journey, may you have everlasting peace and serenity. Lot's of Love to you

 

[Cathy Ames]

Well goodness. I'm very sorry to hear this. I can empathize with losing everything, and that really sucks. Wishing you the best, whatever happens. Please come back if you change your mind or decide to delay things a bit longer for whatever reason.

 

[dredd1981]

Good journey

 

[Sslsh]

I hope you find peace on the other side. are you planning to take Antiemetics? or are you just going to go without them?

Planning to buy meto, paracetamol and antacid.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Glad you found the final trigger. Good for you. I don't think I'm far off tbh. Thoughts and prayers and all that shite.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Planning to buy meto, paracetamol and antacid.

you're CTBing today but planning to buy Meto? are you serious about this, or still very unsure, because if you're still very unsure, I would just 'unannounce' your CTB and get properly prepared first

 

[Shu]

you're CTBing today but planning to buy Meto? are you serious about this, or still very unsure, because if you're still very unsure, I would just 'unannounce' your CTB and get properly prepared first

You can buy meto over the counter in some places.

 

[Graytaichi]

May peace be upon you. Will pray for you..

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. Life is just so cruel and unfair and it is sad how much some people suffer in life. I hope that you find relief from your pain, I wish you the best.

 

[MatthewV3]

Good luck.

 

[ikkii]

So this is it guys. Gonna ctb today. Lost everything to a financial fraud in business yesterday, which is a substantial enough trigger to help me push though. Happy that I bought the SN a couple of months ago. Will get the meds in the evening and ctb at 12 in the night. Please delete this account if I don't come back here in the next 72 hours.
Thanks to everyone in this community. Been here for over two years. Have not been interactive coz of SA, but did make (and eventually lose) a few friends. Maybe I'll see them on the other side. Hope y'all find peace too. xx

Goodbye life is horrible, hope you find peace

 

[Everybody_yells]

My dear friend, I am so sorry to hear about the ill fate. You are such a kind hearted person and I do wish time could undo what made you take this decison. Please please know its not too late to back out should you feel like you are not prepared for it. All my wishes with you.....

 

[locked*n*loaded]

As an ardent believer that each of us has an inherent right to determine our own fate, on our own terms, and at the time of our own choosing, should we decide that is what is best for us, I still think it important to ask the OP if there are any alternatives to ctb that are even remotely possible at this stage in their life? You speak of a devastating financial loss that has, finally, pushed you to reach your ultimate decision about whether or not to ctb. Is there any way to come back from this financial loss? Is it possible to start again and rebuild? It seems obvious that you succeeded, to some degree, at making some sort of financial gain at some point in your life. Is it not possible to do that again?

 

[LastRide]

I wish you a pleasant journey ! I don't know about the SN method, but from my experience with ctb so far, dying is actually quite fun (well at least I thought so). Enjoy this very last experience, and I'll see you soon (well not really, since I don't believe in an afterlife, but it's a manner of saying I'll be close behind….).

 

[Everybody_yells]

He did say 12, is he with us still?

 

[Sslsh]

Mom got really sick yesterday so I decided to abort. God I hate everything. Will have to make up my mind all over again. Let's see in the coming days.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Mom got really sick yesterday so I decided to abort. God I hate everything. Will have to make up my mind all over again. Let's see in the coming days.

Well, you might as well just keep suffering along with the rest of us for a little while longer. Misery likes as much company as it can have for as long as it can have it.