CTB today 99%

[darksoul931]

I have prepared everything for the CO method.
1 kg Coal with a normal bbq grill + around 6-8 one time use BBqs with 500 gramm of coal.
So 3-4 kg coal in total.
In a closed small room.
Ill also using some ventilators to make sure the coals wont go off.

And ill drinke some wodka.
Premared a "patientenverfügung" dont know how its called in e e English, a Testament and some last letters.

Should be enough to kill me with that or?

 

[deathisnear]

Wishing you a peaceful journey friend

 

[darksoul931]

Thx death. Done q test with a CO measure device - 500 gramm produces 800 ppm so with 3 or 4 kg it should be around 5.000 ppm or not??

 

[Lostandlooking]

I hope you find the peace you deserve. And I'm sorry it has come to this.

I'm not familiar with the charcoal method. Hopefully someone else can help you with the ppms.

If you're not sure it's okay to postpone or change your mind.

 

[wielkiwrobel]

Safe journey. Will you make relation and photo when you did ctb?

 

[overcomingfear]

Depends on the size of the room. I imagine its the size of a small bathroom and it will probably work. Good luck and a peaceful journey. Might wanna check resources on CO method and search the forum a bit before doing it

 

[coffee]

Don't have knowledge about this method therefore I cannot give you an answer but hope everything works smoothly as possible.

 

[Meditation guide]

Ill also using some ventilators to make sure the coals wont go off.

What kind of ventilators?

 

[darksoul931]

What kind of ventilators?

Hand and with battery

Safe journey. Will you make relation and photo when you did ctb?

You mean im whats app for my friends to know? Probaly not. Just home songs and picture change in instagramm but not like "ill suicide today" just some songs that touched me , some bible verses and so. If you mean that
It started to rain now ... The weater said 1 % shower wtf. Just hope its stop or ill have to postpone to tommorow

 

[hʚll]

i don't know about co method. but i hope someone can help you.

i wish you a peaceful passing and to not suffer anymore..

 

[AQUA]

How are you feeling about it now?

 

[logan]

I don't want you to do this - but what do you care about the rain in a closed room?

 

[wielkiwrobel]

Hand and with battery

You mean im whats app for my friends to know? Probaly not. Just home songs and picture change in instagramm but not like "ill suicide today" just some songs that touched me , some bible verses and so. If you mean that
It started to rain now ... The weater said 1 % shower wtf. Just hope its stop or ill have to postpone to tommorow

No. I mean will you relating for us in this forum

 

[ItsTimeToExit]

Enjoy the peace and farewell.

 

[Bullit]

Good luck and I hope you don't suffer. I know very little about the co. I ve heard of people succeeding,but also some fails. Be careful.

 

[darksoul931]

I don't want you to do this - but what do you care about the rain in a closed room?

I need to make fire to the coals first and in a closed room its very hard. I tried it. And the risk is also that if i do it insight ill get to fast uncios so bevore everyhing is closed. Also the first minutes the gas of the fire burns the trouht and eyes

No. I mean will you relating for us in this forum

Mean like a very last post? A farewell? Or discribing how the last breaths feal?

How are you feeling about it now?

The rain ruined my plan for today. Hope tommorow wont be raining. I found a litte wagon outside on a field which isnt used and for that i need it to not rain . and iam not afraid of the death cause i know that what follows is a eternal sleep.

 

[wielkiwrobel]

I need to make fire to the coals first and in a closed room its very hard. I tried it. And the risk is also that if i do it insight ill get to fast uncios so bevore everyhing is closed. Also the first minutes the gas of the fire burns the trouht and eyes

Mean like a very last post? A farewell? Or discribing how the last breaths feal?

All 3

 

[darksoul931]

Ill try to do it but the amount of ppm will be mega high and thst means thst ill get very fast unconscious like 5 -10 min. And i need to close everything before that with tape. So cant promise everything

Good luck and I hope you don't suffer. I know very little about the co. I ve heard of people succeeding,but also some fails. Be careful.

Thx. Jeah that why i made some tests with a Co measure device and did some research. Iam also using so much coal that the ppm is 3 times higher then you need to die

 

[overcomingfear]

ppm is 3 times higher then you need to die

Overkill oversuicide

 

[logan]

Even though I am not convinced that your time has come...

The charcoal must have glowed completely and already formed a white layer. Brickets burn the longest.

Think again if you really want that ...

 

[darksoul931]

Even though I am not convinced that your time has come...

The charcoal must have glowed completely and already formed a white layer. Brickets burn the longest.

Think again if you really want that ...

Thx logan. I told you my story its realy hopless and since no one wants to join me and thr suffering is unbearable i dont have any other options. But thx for you tips and help it helped me alot.

 

[logan]

Thx logan. I told you my story its realy hopless and since no one wants to join me and thr suffering is unbearable i dont have any other options. But thx for you tips and help it helped me alot.

Gladly.

I don't feel any better ...

In any case, I wish you only the best.

 

[darksoul931]

Overkill oversuicide

Jeah better over then under xD, i already failed it one time and know what i did wrong. But the sides effects are still there even though the window was open and i didnr burn the coal right so this time 3x save :D

Gladly.

I don't feel any better ...

In any case, I wish you only the best.

Thx , wünsche ich dir auch. Und hoffe das du auch bald deinen Frieden findest

 

[darksoul931]

I Paked everything. Rdy to go. But there a clouds. One wetter site says rain till 7 pm the other says no rain , another says raining from 7 pm . wtf?? I never cared so much vor the weather or the apps but this is just bullshit now. Just once in my life i need to know the weather :/

 

[logan]

Thx , wünsche ich dir auch. Und hoffe das du auch bald deinen Frieden findest

Ich danke Dir und wünsche Dir das Du Deinen Frieden findest!

 

[darksoul931]

Iam omw to the place now

 

[wielkiwrobel]

Iam omw to the place now

Safe journey

 

[darksoul931]

Reached my destination, that should take about 20 min to get here i needed 1:30 hour cause my budy is broken. Lost almost al my muscel and my meet hurt so fucking much
Here is still the from my first failed attempt lol
After a short break ill start preparing everything. The weather is good surprisingly. If no one comes around here iam sure ill find my peace here . its kinda funny cause this a garbage disposel place lol. I kinda fit in here since iam garbage too.

 

[logan]

Möchtest Du das wirklich heute tun?
Ich werde Dich vermissen - bin aber auch bald dran.

Falls Du es tust wünsche ich Dir das alles gut geht und Du nicht leiden musst.

Gott beschütze Dich!

 

[ItsTimeToExit]

Reached my destination, that should take about 20 min to get here i needed 1:30 hour cause my budy is broken. Lost almost al my muscel and my meet hurt so fucking much
Here is still the from my first failed attempt lol
After a short break ill start preparing everything. The weather is good surprisingly. If no one comes around here iam sure ill find my peace here . its kinda funny cause this a garbage disposel place lol. I kinda fit in here since iam garbage too.

Safe journey, darksoul931.