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please help me.
- Jan 26, 2025
- 39
I wanted to share my method and planning for tomorrow
I'm not sure about the lethality of Paroxetine but I'm prescribed with 40mg of it daily. I'm planning to take as many pills as I can since my psychiatrist has to approve refills of it. I'm hoping to get hospitalized at least.
If that doesn't do it i'm going to drink cleaning liquid and see if my condition worsens and probably panic call 911. Multiple members here told me its a bad way to go and will more likely just cause me to get hospitalized and get permanent damage but I really have no other options… i'm scared to actually kill myself and regret it so i'm just mostly planning to get hospitalized and if I CTB then I CTB.
I have a dog with me so I plan on putting her in my room and closing the door so she won't get in the way and accidentally get harmed, and so that she doesn't get harmed if 911 gets called.
I previously wanted to get admitted into a psych ward but my mom was really against it. My family thinks I will get abused there and get worse, and I have heard of horror stories too…
I'm really just at a standstill of being suicidal but scared of the consequences
I'm not sure about the lethality of Paroxetine but I'm prescribed with 40mg of it daily. I'm planning to take as many pills as I can since my psychiatrist has to approve refills of it. I'm hoping to get hospitalized at least.
If that doesn't do it i'm going to drink cleaning liquid and see if my condition worsens and probably panic call 911. Multiple members here told me its a bad way to go and will more likely just cause me to get hospitalized and get permanent damage but I really have no other options… i'm scared to actually kill myself and regret it so i'm just mostly planning to get hospitalized and if I CTB then I CTB.
I have a dog with me so I plan on putting her in my room and closing the door so she won't get in the way and accidentally get harmed, and so that she doesn't get harmed if 911 gets called.
I previously wanted to get admitted into a psych ward but my mom was really against it. My family thinks I will get abused there and get worse, and I have heard of horror stories too…
I'm really just at a standstill of being suicidal but scared of the consequences