d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

d3j3ct3dl0s3r05

i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
Apr 15, 2023
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Ok so I've been looking into partial hanging (via that one megathread) and so far I'm pretty into it and ordered a good, low-stretch rope not too long ago. Surviving CTB is humiliating so to ensure I actually die and stay dead this time, I've decided on combining:
1) Partial hanging
2) Melatonin
3) Turpentine
4) maybe alcohol just because i can

i wish i could just use SN but aussie law enforcement seems to be actively raiding homes of those who purchase it and forcibly sending them to psych wards/prisons and I'd rather not risk that imo. I'm hoping the above four things listing will help me achieve my ultimate goal of finally ending my forced existence. the first phase of my plan is to collect all the required materials (I am currently in stage 1), second stage is to create my note and sort out anything else important, third stage is to lie about going to a friend's place but really go to a cheap hotel with my supplies, fourth stage is the exit

considering my age and the somewhat out-there nature of this method, I do hope to god it doesn't make it to the news but also when i'm dead, won't matter anyways tbh. just hope i don't get doxxed by the dailymail or something lol

but yay i'm actually kicking my feet at the idea of no longer being around lol
 
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リンさん

リンさん

Rina • she/her, lesbian
Sep 9, 2023
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Hanging is also my method of choice as of right now, though I'm 100% going for full. Seems to be way more reliable at the price of being difficult to set up correctly.

I wish you luck! What rope have you ordered? I'm torn between what to choose.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, I understand why you'd feel so relieved at the thought of leaving this existence.
 
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isoasis

isoasis

New Member
Sep 17, 2023
1
Hi man! Good luck on CTB
i also found the megatread of partial hanging, and just like you was pretending to do it
if u can, please explain for what is the turpentine, as i never heard of it and your plan sounds well constructed
thanks!
 
strawb12

strawb12

Student
Mar 26, 2023
184
I'm happy that you're so excited & have planned everything out so well. Goodluck with everything
 
doggyrot

doggyrot

world is a really scary place
Sep 17, 2023
6
maybe reconsider about lying about going to your friends place. I've had somebody who i was extremely close to CTB and I know that's going to leave them with incredible guilt if they find out:(
 
Ducksauce6

Ducksauce6

Member
Oct 17, 2023
37
Man why do do many people do a partial hanging .... I say kill yourself with a firearm....can't get a Firearm?....use Fentanyl.....can't get Fentanyl? Use Inert gas like helium or nitrogen....argon will also work and literally make a special airtight gasmask feed like set-up.... But I only recommend the last if you cannot get the other two... A gun is the best so I'm told if you do it right.... But goddamn I'd love to have one of those old school German suicide capsules like that nazis would take....you'd foam at the mouth and be dead before you hit the floor....




I believe it was....potassium cyanide?? I could be incorrect but some isomer.of cyanide... Sehr Kühl. Lol