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i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
- Apr 15, 2023
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Ok so I've been looking into partial hanging (via that one megathread) and so far I'm pretty into it and ordered a good, low-stretch rope not too long ago. Surviving CTB is humiliating so to ensure I actually die and stay dead this time, I've decided on combining:
1) Partial hanging
2) Melatonin
3) Turpentine
4) maybe alcohol just because i can
i wish i could just use SN but aussie law enforcement seems to be actively raiding homes of those who purchase it and forcibly sending them to psych wards/prisons and I'd rather not risk that imo. I'm hoping the above four things listing will help me achieve my ultimate goal of finally ending my forced existence. the first phase of my plan is to collect all the required materials (I am currently in stage 1), second stage is to create my note and sort out anything else important, third stage is to lie about going to a friend's place but really go to a cheap hotel with my supplies, fourth stage is the exit
considering my age and the somewhat out-there nature of this method, I do hope to god it doesn't make it to the news but also when i'm dead, won't matter anyways tbh. just hope i don't get doxxed by the dailymail or something lol
but yay i'm actually kicking my feet at the idea of no longer being around lol
1) Partial hanging
2) Melatonin
3) Turpentine
4) maybe alcohol just because i can
i wish i could just use SN but aussie law enforcement seems to be actively raiding homes of those who purchase it and forcibly sending them to psych wards/prisons and I'd rather not risk that imo. I'm hoping the above four things listing will help me achieve my ultimate goal of finally ending my forced existence. the first phase of my plan is to collect all the required materials (I am currently in stage 1), second stage is to create my note and sort out anything else important, third stage is to lie about going to a friend's place but really go to a cheap hotel with my supplies, fourth stage is the exit
considering my age and the somewhat out-there nature of this method, I do hope to god it doesn't make it to the news but also when i'm dead, won't matter anyways tbh. just hope i don't get doxxed by the dailymail or something lol
but yay i'm actually kicking my feet at the idea of no longer being around lol
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