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Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
Please DM me if you're in the NY area looking for partner. Not ctbing immediately or for certain but time seems nigh
 
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Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
To clarify, I cannot travel - don't have a car and do not drive. But I am located in upstate NY and may be willing to expedite the date (ctb tentatively planned for end of july) depending on circumstances.

Method = N (I have 2 bottles) - am leery about only taking one, so if that is done I'd rather have depressants/sedatives to potentiate it to ensure success.

Am also low on cash so would be great if partner can supply the funds for hotel and potentiating meds.
 
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yellowroses

yellowroses

Ever Seeking
Jun 12, 2023
91
I'm in upstate NY, not sure when or even if I'm going to CTB, but if you'd like to message me we can chat 😊
 
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hiAbbey

hiAbbey

All’s well that ends pretty prettyy prettyyy soon
Sep 30, 2021
47
Please DM me if you're in the NY area looking for partner. Not ctbing immediately or for certain but time seems nigh
I used to live in Poughkeepsie and plan to visit in August. Can literally catch the bus (or train) from there. I'd like to CTB fairly soon, though certainly not in a rush and want to do it right. I have many pills but not necessarily the right ones. My shrink is sort of liberal with scripts. I used to be on 4mg Klonopin per day and coukd have saved enough to CTB but was a dumbass and reduced to .5mg per day. But still, that's my doctor.

Anyway, please DM me if still interested and still… around .
 
Chara

Chara

Severe pain? But no gain.
Jul 22, 2023
133
These threads are allowed or...
 
hiAbbey

hiAbbey

All’s well that ends pretty prettyy prettyyy soon
Sep 30, 2021
47
These threads are allowed or...
Oh man, good question. I do not know. I've seen a bunch posted now and honestly, … yeah, i should check the rules. If not allowed, I will delete my reply. I'm just having a tough night.
 
Chara

Chara

Severe pain? But no gain.
Jul 22, 2023
133
Oh man, good question. I do not know. I've seen a bunch posted now and honestly, … yeah, i should check the rules. If not allowed, I will delete my reply. I'm just having a tough night.
If they are allowed, please provide follow up, will prolly post one of own
 

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