I read about someone planning to commit suicide and having the means. But before taking his life, he wanted to experience certain drugs because he doesn't have to worry about the negative health risks drugs poses anyway. So he traveled to a foreign country where drugs is more accessibly and went on a bender. Lo and behold, after a week of drugs, he realized that he doesn't want to die after all. So he went back home after his bender.
I read this on the internet so take it with a grain of salt when it comes to whether it really happened (probably not). But I don't think this detracts from its message which is to do whatever the hell it is you want to do* if you'll commit suicide soon after anyway. Either you'll end your life on a good note (which is the adventure) or you'll gain a new perspective on life. I see it as a win-win. Of course, you'll need the means [money] to do what it is you want to do*. And if you're not confident in wishing to end your life then prepare a way to return to your normal life in case you end up stranded in a foreign country.
* I don't recommend breaking the law.