Venting CTB on Christmas Eve

[Hannah05]

Hello everyone.

As the year ends, so do many of our lives. I don't want to generalize, but many of us here report how lonely they are in their lives and I can only agree with that.

I'm planning my CTB on Christmas Eve. I find that this is a release for me and that I as a soul will be satisfied after watching my lifeless body dangling on the rope in my lonely apartment.

I think hanging is the best method, my ceiling is relatively high and the rope is already hanging, prepared, from the ceiling anyway.

I also plan to write a suicide letter, but I just don't have anyone who would read it anyway. I have no friends in real life nor do I have any family. I live alone and have been alone since I was a child.

I still want to write something... It's just overwhelming me the fact that I have to do that. I know it sounds pretty childish but I really envy the people celebrating Christmas.

Thanks for reading…

 

[ADeadBunny]

If you would like, you can post your note here. We may not be able to help you in your life or specific situation, but we will listen. If you want someone to hear you scream, we will hear it. I myself plan to post something when I finally get ready to go.

I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope your suffering dwindles a little, knowing that the people here will listen. Above all else I hope you find peace.

 

[eashanm]

I wish you well in your suicide plans.

 

[busreservation92]

I hope everything works out for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[lightnings]

Hoping that it will work out like you desire and reach your peacefulness

 

[killmepleasefast]

i am also planning to do it very soon