Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
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A few days ago I had a nightmare of me attempting to ctb using my method of choice (SN). I started mixing things in, and for some ungodly reason, I decided to fuck it up and pour a bunch of water into the bottle that contained the SN and shake it up. Then I randomly decided I didn't want to ctb anymore... Which lead to me panicking because I had ruined and wasted all the materials required to ctb and I wouldn't be able to do so in the future without suffering. The dream was so unrealistic, but it represented my fears of failing with the method along with the unknown that death brings, I believe.
Anyone else have similar nightmares? Please share your stories with us.
Anyone else have similar nightmares? Please share your stories with us.