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idkwhattodoforthis8

idkwhattodoforthis8

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Aug 27, 2026
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Hi. I'm a new member who's been floating around for a while before finally deciding to make an account.

I'll get right to the point considering no one really wants to read a super long message, but what it the best way to ctb? Obviously it's a very subjective question, but in your opinion? I had originally been planning to drown myself after overdosing on Benadryl, but the more I read about drowning, I realized I'm way too much of a coward and would probably chicken out.

I'd say my out restrictions are that I can't buy a gun due to financial issues, and I would have no way to buy SN, either. I'd still be open to drowning if someone had an idea how to make it less painful. Other than that, I am pretty open.

Thank you for reading this, sorry for the length.
 

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