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notahappygirl

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Jun 6, 2023
188
I feel like the urge to ctb today. I can't live with the voices in my head. I have SN and N and deciding between the two. Probably going the SN route Planning around 1:00 am
 
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complex

Exhausted
Aug 22, 2024
113
Sorry u feel this is the only way to escape them?!? 😔 They wld be gone but so wld u but I wish u peace xxx
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly 🫂

We're here for you, whatever you choose, but just remember that impulsive decisions can lead to mistakes or regrets. Please consider everything and make sure you're actually ready to die, since you said it was an urge

Also, you say 100a, do you care saying your time zone? If I'm awake I would like to try and say goodbye
 
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notahappygirl

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Jun 6, 2023
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly 🫂

We're here for you, whatever you choose, but just remember that impulsive decisions can lead to mistakes or regrets. Please consider everything and make sure you're actually ready to die, since you said it was an urge

Also, you say 100a, do you care saying your time zone? If I'm awake I would like to try and say goodbye
Thank you but I feel like today is the day even if it's impulsive. Pacific Standard Time. I will really appreciate it if you do :)
 
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complex

Exhausted
Aug 22, 2024
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I am here for u. U will not be alone as being alone when i ctb terrified me so now have a companion
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
Thank you but I feel like today is the day even if it's impulsive. Pacific Standard Time. I will really appreciate it if you do :)
I'll be there. You won't be alone 💟🫂
 
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SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
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I wish you find the silence you are yearning for :hug:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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cryptoinvestor

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Jul 12, 2024
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May I ask why you would pick SN over N?
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
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I feel like the urge to ctb today. I can't live with the voices in my head. I have SN and N and deciding between the two. Probably going the SN route Planning around 1:00 am
Good luck. Hope you find peace
 

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