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notahappygirl

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Jun 6, 2023
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I feel like the urge to ctb today. I can't live with the voices in my head. I have SN and N and deciding between the two. Probably going the SN route Planning around 1:00 am
 
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complex

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Aug 22, 2024
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Sorry u feel this is the only way to escape them?!? 😔 They wld be gone but so wld u but I wish u peace xxx
 
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dontlook

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watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly 🫂

We're here for you, whatever you choose, but just remember that impulsive decisions can lead to mistakes or regrets. Please consider everything and make sure you're actually ready to die, since you said it was an urge

Also, you say 100a, do you care saying your time zone? If I'm awake I would like to try and say goodbye
 
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notahappygirl

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Jun 6, 2023
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I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly 🫂

We're here for you, whatever you choose, but just remember that impulsive decisions can lead to mistakes or regrets. Please consider everything and make sure you're actually ready to die, since you said it was an urge

Also, you say 100a, do you care saying your time zone? If I'm awake I would like to try and say goodbye
Thank you but I feel like today is the day even if it's impulsive. Pacific Standard Time. I will really appreciate it if you do :)
 
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complex

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Aug 22, 2024
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I am here for u. U will not be alone as being alone when i ctb terrified me so now have a companion
 
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watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
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Thank you but I feel like today is the day even if it's impulsive. Pacific Standard Time. I will really appreciate it if you do :)
I'll be there. You won't be alone 💟🫂
 
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OptingOutSmiling

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Nov 25, 2024
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I wish you find the silence you are yearning for :hug:
 
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It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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