CasperDaGhost
Only I Can Bring About The End.
- Feb 17, 2024
- 35
So I'm 100% set on CTB via shotgun, but I'm having some struggles with location. I have a place out back of where I live in which I can do it, but it has some complications. It's overall a pretty nice place to go, I don't see how anyone could stumble across it, and I'd say I feel comfortable there. I'd like to be able to sit there for an hour or two, think on my reasons, relax, and steel my resolve. But I live with others and I can't just go out in the middle of the day. I'd like to go out at midnight or something, but the people I live with have horrid sleeping schedules so I'm finding myself having to go out at five or six a.m. and let me tell you, trying to beat SI while your brains whispering "Why are you doing this now? You can just go back to your room and fall back asleep. It's fine, just do it tomorrow." Is not at all fun. I know this is a bit of a long shot, and I doubt anyone can offer anything but I'd much rather not deal with tiredness and SI at the same time. So if anyone has any possible ideas to give, I'd really appreciate it.