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[Death is beautiful]

Does anyone have a suicide video on the air? Or sites where it can be found, thank you so much if you share this, I want to see how people feel during CTB

 

[Eddypaddy]

A video of someone taking sn would be good.

 

[Dot]

Does anyone have a suicide video on the air? Or sites where it can be found, thank you so much if you share this, I want to see how people feel during CTB

Srly hw ppl fl wld b diffrnt frm persn 2 persn

 

[Death is beautiful]

Srly hw ppl fl wld b diffrnt frm persn 2 человека

Is it English? I didn't understand anything

 

[blueclover_.]

Is it English? I didn't understand anything

You got auto translate on?

 

[Death is beautiful]

You got auto translate on?

Yep

 

[Eddypaddy]

Is it English? I didn't understand anything

He talks like this because he is afraid of aliens recognizing his brain waves while thinking words outloud. :D

 

[blueclover_.]

Yep

Then it's your auto-translate. He wrote that in english.

 

[luckzz3ra]

A video of someone taking sn would be good.

Here:
Registro em Vídeo, CTB com SN

 

[FuneralCry]

There is a written SN documentation on this website. Personally, I think videos of people ctb are disrespectful to those that have passed away. Rest in peace to all those who have left this world, at least now they are free from suffering.

 

[Kinder]

Here:
Registro em Vídeo, CTB com SN

And this guy died too. Full suspension in a bridge in last month

 

[Someone123]

Does anyone have a suicide video on the air? Or sites where it can be found, thank you so much if you share this, I want to see how people feel during CTB

There are some hanging videos somewhere on this site, but they were just part of the process, but it gives you an idea of how this process may go.

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

I watched a short video of a guy blowing his head off with a shotgun. not sure you want to see that....

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

There is a written SN documentation on this website. Personally, I think videos of people ctb are disrespectful to those that have passed away. Rest in peace to all those who have left this world, at least now they are free from suffering.

Do you mean if someone takes a video of his suicide he or she is is disrespectful to all others that have passed away?

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

Do you mean if someone takes a video of his suicide he or she is is disrespectful to all others that have passed away?

They mean that if you share the video of someone's last moments, it's disrespectful.

If a person has agreed for the video to be shared, then I think it's okay.

Personally, I would like to see more SN videos since that's the method of my choice and I want to see what I'm getting into. Written documentation is good, however videos are a lot more... descriptive? I dunno the word for it.

 

[luckzz3ra]

They mean that if you share the video of someone's last moments, it's disrespectful.

If a person has agreed for the video to be shared, then I think it's okay.

Personally, I would like to see more SN videos since that's the method of my choice and I want to see what I'm getting into. Written documentation is good, however videos are a lot more... descriptive? I dunno the word for it.

She, @StrawberryPanic (women in the video), agreed with the recording. So, it's okay, I guess.

 

[Someone123]

Does anyone have a suicide video on the air? Or sites where it can be found, thank you so much if you share this, I want to see how people feel during CTB

I'm curious why the reason would be for this? Thanks.

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

I'm curious why the reason would be for this? Thanks.

For me, it helps me accept death easier. I need to desensitise myself so that my
SI doesn't kick in and I manage to go through with it.

Plus, if I do end up CTB, I will go on video chat with someone and ask them to record, so that there will be more documentation of sodium Nitrite poisoning. (There is a decent amount but not many videos.)

 

[Someone123]

Is it English? I didn't understand anything

Dot is someone who has brain damage and can't type correctly or their Russian translator is not working correctly, but these are English words with some letters left out- you can usually tell what they mean. So "Srly hw ppl fl wld b diffrnt frm persn 2 человека" means "Surely how people feel will vary from person to person" - this person leaves out mostly vowels. The last word is in Russian.

 

[Niirvana]

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For me, it helps me accept death easier. I need to desensitise myself so that my
SI doesn't kick in and I manage to go through with it.

Plus, if I do end up CTB, I will go on video chat with someone and ask them to record, so that there will be more documentation of sodium Nitrite poisoning. (There is a decent amount but not many videos.)

Hey you said "but not many videos", this video is the only i saw, do u know where i can find other? ty

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

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Hey you said "but not many videos", this video is the only i saw, do u know where i can find other? ty

Same, only video Ive seen. There's probably some private ones, but whether or not people share them is up to what the one in the video stated beforehand.

 

[lonerclown666]

look for gore videos

 

[Idontrecognizemyself]

look for gore videos

This whole thread awoke some deep memory of me, pre-suicidal, probably 13, desperately trying to desensitize myself to death with some ambient urgency I didn't understand yet. There used to be a r/watchpeopledie that was always mixed legitimacy, although I can't imagine they haven't nerfed that one since I was in middle school.

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

This whole thread awoke some deep memory of me, pre-suicidal, probably 13, desperately trying to desensitize myself to death with some ambient urgency I didn't understand yet. There used to be a r/watchpeopledie that was always mixed legitimacy, although I can't imagine they haven't nerfed that one since I was in middle school.

Me when I was 12

I think it got taken down a couple years ago but there's still a bunch of gore subreddits, so I dunno why they even bothered.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Does anyone have a suicide video on the air? Or sites where it can be found, thank you so much if you share this, I want to see how people feel during CTB

Use duck duck go and search for suicide gore video

 

[dss262]

For me, it helps me accept death easier. I need to desensitise myself so that my
SI doesn't kick in and I manage to go through with it.

Plus, if I do end up CTB, I will go on video chat with someone and ask them to record, so that there will be more documentation of sodium Nitrite poisoning. (There is a decent amount but not many videos.)

How does SI interfere with the intention to follow through with ctb plans?