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my endless blue

my endless blue

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Is jumping in front of a bus a painful way to ctb? no pun intended
i'm terrified by that method but need a quick way out. it's probably a painless instant way, right? thoughts?
 
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No, you might end up as a cripple in the case of survival and thats quite high. Jumping infront of any moving vehicle is usually a very unreliable way to die. If you want something quick and painless, you should do partial. The only two cons of this is that you might fall out of the noose and your head will feel like its about to explode. Other than that, no pain.
 
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Is jumping in front of a bus a painful way to ctb? no pun intended
i'm terrified by that method but need a quick way out. it's probably a painless instant way, right? thoughts?

U cld b draggd undrnth & crippld

Wld nt recmmnd
 
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Jumping in front of a bus will not only traumatize the bus driver and maybe other people. You will may also end up crippled and not CTBed. It's not worth trying that! What's your reason? why the urge?
 
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Jumping in front of a bus will not only traumatize the bus driver and maybe other people. You will may also end up crippled and not CTBed. It's not worth trying that! What's your reason? why the urge?
yeah, only now i'm realizing how much i would traumatize other lives. guess i'm really selfish and i apologize for that.
the urge is because ive been depressed my entire life and don't feel like im going to be anything for anyone. been losing some of the best people i had by my side because i'm so complicated and difficult to deal with. idk, life don't look like its worth it and its been like that for a long long time. just want to ctb by the best way i can think, but i'm such a weak and coward. sorry about the broken english.
 
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yeah, only now i'm realizing how much i would traumatize other lives. guess i'm really selfish and i apologize for that.
the urge is because ive been depressed my entire life and don't feel like im going to be anything for anyone. been losing some of the best people i had by my side because i'm so complicated and difficult to deal with. idk, life don't look like its worth it and its been like that for a long long time. just want to ctb by the best way i can think, but i'm such a weak and coward. sorry about the broken english.
You are certainly not a coward! It's awful what you have to go through, no doubt. I suggest you read about reliable methods there are much better options than jumping in front of a vehicle/train/off a building. I really hope for you to find a way the one or the other way. But don't rush anything with CTB that's only a one way ticket when it is successful.
 
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yeah, only now i'm realizing how much i would traumatize other lives. guess i'm really selfish and i apologize for that.
the urge is because ive been depressed my entire life and don't feel like im going to be anything for anyone. been losing some of the best people i had by my side because i'm so complicated and difficult to deal with. idk, life don't look like its worth it and its been like that for a long long time. just want to ctb by the best way i can think, but i'm such a weak and coward. sorry about the broken english.
so you're blaming yourself for people leaving you?
that's a mistake
 
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my endless blue

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so you're blaming yourself for people leaving you?
that's a mistake
i wish i couldnt blame myself, but yeah, it's all my fault. i can't have good things or good people because i'm so weird and intense and everything i feel, i feel in a very strong way. it sufocates people. just lost a good friend of mine, also had feelings for her and she asked us to step aside for a while, said it's not a goodbye, but i hurt her with my way of expressing myself. it's probably a goodbye but she is nice enough to not leave me worried. but i won't buy that, i know whats happening and yeah, just fucked up and lost someone really important for me. had plans with her and this is tearing me apart
 
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To me it sounds like trying to attempt that could just lead to injuries but of course it's really understandable just wishing for an instant and peaceful way to leave, I find it so horrible how we cannot just easily leave in peace in a guaranteed way. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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