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ChinUp
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- Jul 6, 2025
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I'm fine with being by myself I just need help to get the resources that I needWill you ctb by yourself or with someone?
It's so hard to get access...G*n. Or someone in your areaWill you ctb by yourself or with someone?
If I'm going to kill myself I would definitely do it completely by myself. The only person I would want to die with is my partner and he has too much of a will to live and fear of death to likely ever take his own life.Will you ctb by yourself or with someone?
This is what sold me on the notion of trying to find a partner. I mean, I haven't been able to find a partner in life so the odds are not good that I could find one in death... but it would be nice to have some semblance of companionship in my final moments. Even if it is fleeting and temporary and then I'm gone, at least for one tiny moment i could get a taste of not being alone, maybe.I want someone to be there when I CTB, whether or not we go together. I spent all my life chasing affection and love and care, I want to have it when I go.