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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
42
I'm feeling awful right now so I'm sorry if I make grammatical errors.

I'm doing it in Waterloo station or Kings Cross.
I'm gonna look for a national train as those tend to travel faster. By late afternoon I should be dead.

Thank you.
I hope you all stay healthy. I wish all your wishes come dreams come true.
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
66
I hope you find peace man 🫂❤️
 
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behindtheveil

behindtheveil

Member
Oct 12, 2025
328
I'm feeling awful right now so I'm sorry if I make grammatical errors.

I'm doing it in Waterloo station or Kings Cross.
I'm gonna look for a national train as those tend to travel faster. By late afternoon I should be dead.

Thank you.
I hope you all stay healthy. I wish all your wishes come dreams come true.
I am not going to stop you or anything as it is your decision whatever it may be. But going by train is not a peaceful way to go. I am sure you must be going through something seriously hurtful otherwise you might have thought over and come up with something else. If possible, just take a step back for now and simply breathe. Let go of all the issues and turmoil that is bothering you. I know its easier said than done but try giving it a shot.
If you'd like , drop me a line or create a thread so we can converse.
To CTB is a choice and if it needs to be done, do it after coming to peace with yourself otherwise the pain and tears linger on.
Take care of yourself. From a fellow passenger.
 
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Johnporkyy1000

Johnporkyy1000

Member
Dec 5, 2025
15
I'm gonna be honest I really hope you reconsider jumping in front of a train as it can be extremely traumatic to the train driver and those who witness your death who now have to live w that memory for life. I understand you wanting to find peace I really do but by you ctb so publicly it can lead to everyone involved or passers by having to carry that trauma and can possibly lead to them needing professional help or wanting to ctb the same way you want to as they can't cope w it ❤️❤️❤️
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
591
I'm sorry life has brought you to this.

Peace.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,472
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you and you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Arcanist
Mar 2, 2024
417
I am not going to stop you or anything as it is your decision whatever it may be. But going by train is not a peaceful way to go. I am sure you must be going through something seriously hurtful otherwise you might have thought over and come up with something else. If possible, just take a step back for now and simply breathe. Let go of all the issues and turmoil that is bothering you. I know its easier said than done but try giving it a shot.
If you'd like , drop me a line or create a thread so we can converse.
To CTB is a choice and if it needs to be done, do it after coming to peace with yourself otherwise the pain and tears linger on.
Take care of yourself. From a fellow passenger.
This is rather bad idea tho I considered it once but jumping into tram, but it is still a bad idea
Hope you find peace now in life or after it
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